Chemistry

Chapter 6 [JACE]

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Sam came over to my place after school, and she immediately asked me why I had skipped school. I tried to brush it off, saying it was just a flu. But Sam, being the perceptive friend she is, saw right through it. She said, "Doesn't seem like it. Who is this 'flu'?"

I was taken aback by her directness, but I still wasn't sure if I should tell her the whole truth.

Sam persisted, saying, "Come on, Jace. This is only the second time you've skipped school in your whole life. Cut the crap and get straight to the point. I'm your best friend, and I'll support you no matter what."

I couldn't ignore her words, and I started to think. It was getting harder to hide the details of that night, so I finally decided to spill it all to Sam. I told her about how Jordan and I were working on the assignment - he kissed - I pushed - he left. That's it. Period.

Sam's response was filled with concern and a desire to protect me. She took a moment to gather her thoughts before replying, "You need to suppress whatever kinky feelings or twisted thoughts you're having, Jace. Your brain is just playing games, and you shouldn't let it control you. You know the consequences, and you shouldn't be willing to risk it all for a stupid fluttering in your stomach."

Her words hit me, but I couldn't deny the shock and confusion I felt about the situation, especially knowing that Jordan had a girlfriend. I replied honestly, saying, "No, Sam, but I don't want to suppress it. I'm just shocked by what happened and the circumstances surrounding it."

Sam reminded, "That's his misery to contain, not yours. Don't forget, Jace, you can't let your grades slip because of this, okay?" I nodded my head, understanding the importance of keeping my focus on my studies. Sam then asked "Promise?", and I replied with conviction, "Yeah, promise."

I took a deep breath, feeling relieved to finally share the whole truth with Sam. I appreciated Sam's support and knew I could count on her as my best friend. I added, "Yeah, you're right. It's just a confusing mess. But don't worry, I won't let it affect my grades." Sam smiled, "That's my girl," she said, giving me a reassuring hug. "We'll get through this together, and remember, you deserve someone way better than Jordan." The last line kinda sting me, not sure why but it did.

The next day, my heart was pounding as I walked into the school, knowing I had to face Jordan. I tried my best to act normal, blending in with the chaos of the hallway.

As I reached my locker to grab my textbooks, the silence was broken by a voice that sent shivers down my spine. It was Jordan, with his deep voice that made my heart skip a beat, his warm aura enveloping the air around him, and that intoxicating cologne that lingered in my mind. "Hey, Jace, can we talk?" he asked, and I could feel my nerves heighten.

I was taken aback and asked, "What is there to talk about?" I could see a mixture of concern and guilt in his eyes as he questioned, "Are you okay? What happened? Why did you skip school yesterday?"

I took a deep breath, trying to compose myself, and replied, "I'm fine, thank you for asking. It was just a flu." But then, he brought up the kiss, and my mind raced, desperately searching for an escape. "So about the kiss...."

I stammered trying to trail off, "I'm running late for class..." but before I could finish my sentence, he gently took hold of my wrist, sending a surge of electricity through my body.
Supress. Supress.

My emotions flooded my mind, I couldn't help but ask, "What, Jordan? You need to listen to me." I mustered up the courage to continue, "Forget about it. I already have. There was, is, and will be nothing between us ever." I could see the regret in his eyes, but I knew I had to be firm. "I understand it was a lapse of judgment, but you need to confront Tanya about it before I do, because if not, I will."

As I walked away from Jordan, my mind was filled with a mix of frustration, anger, and confusion. Thoughts raced through my head, wondering if I had misjudged him, if he was just playing with my emotions.

I clenched my fists, trying to contain the whirlwind of emotions inside me. I needed to find Tanya and confront her about what happened. I was determined to get to the bottom of this and make sure she knew the truth. With each step, my resolve grew stronger, and I knew I wouldn't let anyone play with my heart like that or let my grades slip up.