Is it worth it to stay in a relationship?
Every time I try to love someone I end hurt. Why? Because of this generation we are in. This generation believes in side niggas and side bitches.
I want real true love. Someone that would stay loyal to me. Is that to much to ask? I want someone who love me for me even with my flaws. I want someone who won't cause me pain. I want someone to treat me like a queen I am.
Don't get me wrong I don't need a nigga to keep me happy, or even give me the world I know I deserve. As hard as people try to deny it everyone want to be loved and have true love with someone.
I been messing with to much fuck niggas. I don't think I can put my trust into someone again. These niggas fucked me up mentally and emotionally. I think I had a couple of chances at love but I turn them niggas away.
Did I even introduce myself? Well I'm De'arra. Weird name? I know it's a mixture of my parents name. I'm 18 and at one of the best universities in Florida. I'm on a track scholarship and majoring in business.
I'm brown skin and have long natural hair. I don't need weave never wore it but I kinda want to. Lol for real. Am I mix? Yes with a lot of thing actually.
My moms Cuban and black and my dad is Haitian and Indian. The best thing is my best friend Lauren is roommate. She been my best friend since diapers days.
She's my sister and I'll do anything for her and vice versa. She's the only female I trust cause you can't trust nobody these days.
I just want to know what the future has in stored for me. I just hope my life continues to be drama free.
(A/N): But in this story there will be a lot of betrayal, heartbreaks, sex, and a lot of happy moments. Just comment and vote and let me know what yall think. Before yall ask I deleted the other story cause I had writers block so I just erase the whole story. Sorry 😩🌚
