Coming back home I was a totally different person. I know it was three weeks of my life I was gone but I did so much I've never done before. I had Lana Del Rey's number and I was dating some pop star, I already got cheated on and I cheated. The amount of drinking and smoking I did was also very bizarre. I think I may have mentally aged like 10 years more than I am now.
"I don't agree with this relationship at all and I'm very disappointed in you" my mom says
"I know we didn't go through this correctly but I love your daughter but I also respect you so if you don't agree with it I'll stop this but I cannot promise that in the near future I won't be back for her" Dua says as she reaches for my hand
"Well I appreciate that, you can go now" my mom says
"Wait what?" I say
Dua shakes her head and mouths "it's okay" but it's not okay I don't want her to leave. This can't be happening.
"I love her mom you can't do this" I whine
"I can do whatever I want just like you did without my permission, you still live under my roof so you listen to me" she says
...
"You didn't even try to fight for us" I tell Dua outside
"I can't do that if I want your mom to like me, you have my number text me whenever and I'll respond" she says
"That means you're single now and you're going to date someone else aren't you?" I ask
"Not really unless I'm required to but usually it means nothing close to dating if anything I'm more worried that you'll date someone else" she says
"You can't be serious" I say
She sets both her hands on my shoulders and smiles. How can she smile right now? Isn't she sad that she will no longer see me?
"I know neither of us will find someone else and I know we will be together again soon so truly I'm not worried one bit" she says
She puts her hands on my face and pulls me to her. She kisses my forehead, god she's leaving like a father or something. I don't think there's anything I can do to get her to stay.
"I'll really miss you please don't forget about me" I say
"I won't I promise" she says
3 months later
Jenny and her parents were going to London for vacation a week before graduation because apparently my visit there made them want to explore and fortunately for me my mom let me come with her. With the condition that I don't go and run off to see Dua. It took a lot of convincing but she let me after all.
"Are you sure this is a good idea? We could enjoy London somewhere else" Jenny says
We were at the Royal Albert Hall, Dua is going to be performing here in minutes and I got a ticket a bit close to the stage so she can see me and I'll meet her after the concert.
"This is all I'm asking for and you know this is all I came for and I thank you so much because of it" I say
She rolls her eyes. I obviously came to have fun with Jenny as well but Dua is here and I can't handle not being near her. It's been months without her and I need her.
"So you're going to surprise her? What if she doesn't like it?" Jenny asks
"Of course she'll like it, we're still very in love we text everyday" I say
...
"How we doing London!" Dua screams as she takes on the stage
God she's so mesmerizing and beautiful. I can't even imagine my life without her. Her smile is so precious and perfect. I hope once I see her I'll receive the same smile she has on now.
