Have Optimism

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"What is this I'm seeing in the news and social media Valerie?" My mom says over the phone

Okay so Dua and I were caught making out outside a pub. Truth is yes we're dating, she asked me to be her girlfriend once we arrived in London but she had promised that she'd call my mom and tell her about it but I guess she hasn't.

"She's my girlfriend mom" I say

"Girlfriend? Since when the hell are you a lesbian and not even just that but she's almost 10 years older than you!" She screams

"Let me explain" I say

"No I want you home and once you get here I need that relationship cut off of your life are you insane? She's clearly taking advantage of you" she says

I've thought about it, the age difference is a bit off but we're both adults. I think it's interesting that Dua likes me because she's older and I'd think she'd want a man or woman who's mature. Dua hasn't brought it up she just said she grew to like me.

"Okay I'll be home by this weekend anyways I'm sorry" I say

Like I said, I don't like arguing with my mom.

"I knew I shouldn't have let you go" she says

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"Why do you seem so blue my love" Dua says as she munches on her food

How do I say it? That I have to end this because my mom is so upset. I'm also a  upset because if she would've called my mom like she said maybe this wouldn't be happening.

"Did you ever call my mom?" I ask

"Bollocks I forgot but I'll call her tonight don't worry babe" she says

"Don't, she called already and she wants me home and away from you forever" I say

She stops eating and gets up.

"Where are you going?" I say

She walks into the kitchen and I hear a ring noise. I hope she isn't calling her now, it's certainly not going to fix anything.

I waited almost 15 minutes for her. I even started eating some her egg because I was afraid it'd go cold and I'd have to make her more. I like her so much that I cook for her and do everything my mom does for me for her. It's weird I know but I've never liked someone so much.

"Finally you're back" I say as she walks in

"We're going back to your home tomorrow so pack tonight" she says in a cold tone

"What why?" I say

"It's better if I speak to your mom in person, she threatening me and saying I'm grooming you" she says

"You aren't though I want you, I want this" I say

She comes closer. Looks to me with the most confident smirk ever. She places her hands on my face and rubs my under eyes with her thumbs.

"You're so great and I want you too but in order for this to work I'll have to talk with your mom" she says

What if my mom says no? Am I never going to see Dua again? Obviously I will because she's famous but only then will I see her in magazines and tv, I won't be able to have her close and I don't think I'll be able to handle that.

"If she says no? What then?" I ask her almost in a whiny tone

"I'll have to respect it Val but once you leave for college you can make decisions for yourself and I'll always be close trust me" she says
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One of her hands on my back and the other on massaging my head as I rest on her. Im hugging her with my hands being pushed down onto the mattress by her body. I know Dua is a woman but she feels so masculine and protective. I'm not much shorter than her but she still towers me. I still have to move my head up to reach her eyes.

"I love you Dua I know it's too soon to say it but I do" I say

"I love you too Val, I promise it'll all be fine" she says

She kisses my head right after.

Am I crazy to think that this is going to work? Is Dua really that into me that she's willing to face my mom after she called her a groomer? Why would my mom even call her that? Why does she think Dua is using me? Do I look so stupid?

I need reassurance.

I scoot up on her and begin to kiss her. Rough tough passionate kisses. Trying to sneak my tongue in every chance I get. She does the same but I allow her to take control because she's way better at it. Her hands sliding up and down my back. I've never gone this far with anyone. I've never even made out with anyone like this before because I wanted more where this is coming from.

"I want to make love Dua" I say

She stops holding me. She stares at me as if she doesn't know who I am.

"It's not the right time for that" she says

"But what if tonight is our last night together forever? I want you to be the one" I say

"It won't be the last night we spend together, you have to some optimism we should rest we leave tomorrow morning " she says

God did I just ruin a good moment? Why didn't she want me in that way? Is something wrong with me?

"Don't be upset hug me please or I won't be able to sleep" I say

She turns to face me.

"I'm not upset I want to respect you that's all, your mom is right. You're young and I'm on a different level of adulthood compared to you, I don't want to rush anything" she says

"You're right but I'm afraid to lose you" I say

She comes closer and pulls me into her chest.

I've been shot by Cupid or something. We haven't even been dating for long but I feel like I've known her for years. I don't think we've rushed into this because we were friends for almost 6 month and over those months we grew closer. So close that we fell for each other.

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Not to worry there is still more back in time jumps lol it may sort of get confusing 🥸

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