34: Dream

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A M E L L I A

"She's beautiful mom." Little Xandrix said.

I don't know where I am, but I could see my mother holding me, with my brothers surrounding us.

The door opened, dad came in.

"How are my two beautiful ladies?" Dad smiled and kissed mom and my forehead.

I walked around, I'm a year old, my mother is carrying me, my brothers are holding a toy, baby toys.

"We're fine, this boys won't let Amellia sleep though. They're having fun teasing Amellia." Mom chuckled.

"I mean who wouldn't? Look at her cheeks being puffy every time we tease her. She'll be a smart kid like you, hon." Dad brushed his hand on my head.

"And she'll be as strong as you." Mom said.

"Mom, can I carry her?" Alec asked.

Mom smiled and passed me to him.

"Take very good care and hold her properly, like how I told you." Mom said.

Alec carried me gently, his hands wrapped around me, assisting my head.

"I also want to carry her!" Hendriz shouted.

He's still little and would probably drop me if he did carry me.

"Maybe sometime else En." Mom hugged him.

He's sulking, how cute.

I continued walking, I stopped at a table— mom's table. The sketch of our necklace is right there. I could hear my whole family laughing at the background, but I'm focused on this one pen. It looks familiar, like I think I used the same pen before. I tried holding the pen to take a closer look, but then my vision became blurry and then bam, I'm in another place.

Now, we're at the park, In front of me is my family, my brothers playing baseball, while I doodle using the pen on mom's desk.

I don't remember any of this. None of this came to my mind growing up. I don't even have a memory of the time when I was 1 until 3, others would at least have a basic memory, like playing with their brothers, things like that. I don't have any.

It feels like I want to cry. These memories were kept from me, by my own mind. The only happy memories that I could've had, so that maybe I won't feel so hurt and unhappy.

My heart aches, my hands slowly reaching towards them as they slowly disappear, and darkness slowly covered the whole scenery.

"Mio..." I could here Alec's voice as if he really is here with me.

"Amellia, oh my god." I felt him hug me, I looked at my back, there he is, my Eldest brother, hugging me like how he used to when I cry because of how dark the place is.

I turned my back and hugged him too.

"I'm sorry..."

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