Love Lust

There's No Us

I'm laying in my bed talking to my plushie exeo and thinking of what happened yesterday

"gosh does he like me?? He keeps giving me mixed signals ARGHHHH"

I said as I rolled around my bed

"but wait he doesn't have a gf right? Or he has one? If he does then I'm screwed! I can't possibly have a crush on someone who is in a relationship! BUTTTT if he doesn't have one I might as well you know????"
"You know exeo you're my one and only true friend here so if you ever get lost I will search every inch of the earth for you!" I said as I hugged my plushie tightly

I received a text and it's an unknown number?

|hi aria, this is exeo|

it's him!

|hi exeo, what are you up to?|

|nothing to be honest since I'm on a day off today|

|really? Then do you want to hang out?|

*Am I really doing this? gosh*

|sure why not, where do you wanna go? |

|I don't know, you choose|

|I heard theres a new Cafe near your house do you wanna perhaps go there? |

|sure I'll get ready|

I chatted then turned off my phone and quickly got ready

-a few minutes later-

I'm done getting ready so I got my phone and chatted him but then I saw his messages.

|aria I'll cancel the plan I have something urgent that just came up. I'm sorry maybe next time? |

My jaw dropped cause I was shock. I was already ready but I guess things just Dont turn out as you think it will.

|yeah sure next time|

|thankyou aria, I'm really sorry for the sudden change of plans|

|no it's fine|

"I'm such a dumbas* I shouldn't have given too much expectation.  I'm not his top priority afterall so I better get my shit together"

I said to myself but I can't contain myself from crying. I was hurt for the very first time again. It was painful, it not like the other pain I have felt before. Even more hurtful than how my family treats me.

I went asleep to forget about it cause I don't have the right to be upset we're just friends after all.

-A few hours later-

I got up from my bed and just stared at a blank space. I felt nothing when I woke up but the emotions started to catch up to me one by one.

"maybe i just need some comfort food right exeo?" I asked my plushie "yeah let's go" I said and brought my exeo with me

We went to the store where exeolin works
*I wish he isn't there*
I said to myself as I got in

I got some chocolate and ice cream since those are my  comfort food. I went to the cashier and there i saw him.

It was exeolin but he's not in the cashier he was with someone and that someone is a girl.

My jaw dropped and I just froze In place. I felt my heart break as I saw them holding each other's hand.

I'm such a fool for ever thinking he likes me. I was wrong in all ways and Im so dumb for falling for him.