The Queen of hearts represents sincere and loving woman of tender heart. For a man this card means his sweetheart lover or a woman he will marry. For a woman she signifies a sincere friend or a nearest relative. More generally, the Queen of hearts evokes the feelings of unconditional and caring love. -Hagit Dasberg
My bestfriend Alicia and her brother Alex are our families closest friend so basically we became bestfriend too,three of us were unseperable untitl middle school .I always knew that Alex had a crush on me probably anyone in the family knew cause it was obvious,Alex was 3 year younger than us but he was smarter and more mature than the kids at his age when it wasn't about boys,so age was not really problem with me as long as he didn't act like a kid.I loved him as a sibling my own but he wasn't feeling the same way he always had deeper love for me and that love will be the end of this story but lets get back to were our story begins.
Alicia and ı hang out a lot and Alex always wanted to come with us so we could meet with the boys but Alicia insists to her mom to not take him for this time because she knew that we were going to a date and I didn't want Alex to get heartbroken . We were 14 at that time going to a date for the first time it wasn't exactly a date but anyway we decided to eat ice cream. Unfortunatelly, Alicias mom managed to calm Alex by broughting him to eat ice cream we didn't realize it was them,Alex knew that it was us and he saw the two boys he understood everything.When he saw us he dropped his ice cream and started to shout as loud as he can "You lied to me" "You said that you were going to meet up with other girls" he started crying.We came home knowing it wasn't gonna be an easy night,Alex was still crying and Alicia's mom didn't know what to do I decided to talk to him I got up stairs and opened the door.He was facing the pillow and didnt look at me for a sec
-Alex are you okay I want to talk to you about earlier if you don't want to talk I'll understand
-Go away Lina I don't want to talk to liars
-Well technically we are liars but you are not the easiest person to talk about this things.I asked your mother to not let you come so you won't get mad to us and start acting like this.Whenever we talk about boys or go somewhere with them you act like a kid and you are one
-You think of me as a kid now I'll always be a little kid in your eyes won't I you know that I have feelings for you yet you ignore me every time
-No,Alex please don't start I came here to apologize it is not about that and you know it, I know your feeling are temporarily when you are gonna start middle school you will meet a lot of girl who will love you and you are gonna see that you don't want to be with an girl older than you and you should control your feelings for me you know it is not possible for us to date .Come on I don't want you to cry all night and give me a hug so this ends here now
He desperately looked in my eyes and told me nothing but hugged me closly that ı could feel his little heart being broken.He asked me to stay a little longer so I did.
