When we got in the car, he grab his suit from the back seat at sinuot sakin yun.
"Can we go somewhere? Somewhere na walang ibang tao" I just asked him while looking in front at bahagya naman syang tumango at kit gusto man nyang itanong kung anong nangyare, ay di nalang ito umimik at nagsimula nang mag drive.
He drove to a mountainous place at pagdating namin dun, I slowly glanced at him na tahimik parin hanggang ngayon.
"Can you kiss me?" I asked while looking at him
Halata namang nagulat sya sa narinig dahil nakakunot lang ngayon ang noo nito habang nakabaling narin ang tingin sakin.
"Ani...that should not be a question." I said
"Kiss me." I exclaimed
"Suki, are you joking right now?" he seriously said na halatang di natutuwa sa mga lumalabas ngayon sa bibig ko. But I'm fucking serious.
"I said, kiss me. I.want.you.to.KISS.ME" diin na pagbigkas ko ng mga salitang yun then I immediately grab his polo shirt at nilapit mukha ko sa mukha nya. I saw him gulped at nakatitig lang sakin ngayon at tila na istatwa.
"S-Suki a-are you fucking serious." he said in a low tone
That was not a rising tone. It isn't a question, but a statement.
Bumibigat na bawat paghinga nya ngayon na halatang nagpipigil nalang. So I grab his nape then kissed him all of a sudden.
I closed my eyes while feeling his soft lips against mine. We didn't move our lips yet. It feels so good and there's this electric feeling all over my body.
Tears suddenly fell down on my cheeks and he noticed that kaya napabitaw sya sa halik. He noticed that I'm already crying.
"Fuck, Via why are you crying??" alalang tanong nya sakin habang pinupunasan pisngi ko and when I opened my eyes, we made eye contact.
"Yoshi~" I whispered his name that made him close his eyes like he wanted his soul to feel that whisper.
"Yoshi~" I whispered again and blew an air right in front of his lips
"Shit" he let out a curse then kissed me again. This time, our lips are now moving like they're dancing along the rhythm.
He grabbed my waist gently then rubbed it with his hands while we're still enjoying the kiss. We catch our own breath when our lips parted.
"This isn't right. I don't want to take advantage of you, V. Sorry for crossing the line. You just turned 18 and for God's sake you have a boyfriend." he told me
"Well, fuck that boyfriend! I don't even love him." I told him. He deserves to know the truth.
I noticed how he sighed.
"We just kissed, Via. Don't worry it's just between us kakalimutan ko nangyare ngayon if that's what you want. You don't have to say you don't love him just because I kissed you." he said in a serious tone
"Just? Just kissed?" di makapaniwalang tanong ko sa kanya
"Do you really think...never mind. And yeah you're right! Bat nga ako hahalik sa kaibigan ko kung may jowa naman ako, right?" I said in a sarcastic tone
"Look, that's not what I meant...Sorry kung nasabi ko yun Suki. Ayoko lang na..." he explained but I cut him off
"Na? You know what, you have a point. May jowa na ako ehh I should've respected his feelings and know my boundaries. And besides, I don't love you." I feel like I got stabbed directly on my chest for multiple times after I unintentionally said those last four words.
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Seventeen Series #1: Nige Rarenai (I Can't Run Away)
फैनफिक्शन"...kelangan ko umiwas sayo Yoshi. Kelangan nang mawala nito. Ayoko...ayoko mas lumalim pa toh" - Via "I don't know what spell she cast on me that every time our eyes met, I fell deeper and deeper." - Yoshi "How many more years should I wait for you...
