Why me?

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Guy - AHAHAHAHHHAAHHAHAH LOOK AT THIS DUDE!!! *shows him a funny video*
Guy 2 - *unfazed*

Guy - What? Don't you think its funny?
Guy 2 - No. Tokyo, i think you should grow out of this stuff already.

Tokyo - WHAAAA? GROW OUT OF WHAT??

Guy 2 - This stupid stuff u call "funny"
Tokyo - Cmon Cecchi, its finee we're not even that old yet

Cecchi - Man, you just don't get it. Im done with your lies. Don't ever Talk to me Again

Tokyo - BRO *gets blocked*

What is it with this? Hm? Are people like this? Everyone? 

No. There must be a mistake, this shouldn't be happening. 
This can't be real. It must be a dream. 

Why am i like this? Was i born to be like this? Was i born to suffer? 

No. I chose this. I chose to suffer. If only i could think rationally, this wouldn't be happening.

I am a failure. I am a lost cause. There is no saving me. 

No. I am not a failure. I am not a lost cause. There is hope. 

There Always is.

Right?

No. There is no hope. "Why?" you may ask? Ask that to yourself. "Why?"

Why?

Just.

Why?

Is it because I'm Dumb? Or is it that I'm not Mature enough to understand. 

No, It's not that. It can't be. 

I don't know what to do anymore. I really don't. 

I just want other to be happy, and I'll do anything for it. 

Ah. 

I know what to do.

Im worthless right? This world would be better off without me, right?

I should just kill myself.

Right?

*goes to his roof*

Ah, i'm here already?

Man, My life was such a waste. 

I could've done so much more. I could've been so different. 

I could've been somewhere else right now. I wouldn't have to come here. 

I guess there's nothing i can do now. I've already come this far.

 Let's just get this over with.

*walks over to the ledge*

Well, can't be scared now. 

*starts climbing over the ledge until*

Ah, i see now. 

I finally understand everything. 

*back in his room*

I am not normal. 

I am sadistic. 

I enjoy manipulating others, even though i'll almost never admit it.

But i do it.  I do it subconsciously. But that doesn't change the fact that i do it. 

I am a horrible person. 

Ahahahaha

But i enjoy it.

Thats all that matters.

I love it.

I am in love with this.

I am a Mastermind.


-End


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