Starboy

FIFTEEN

"How is she?" Max asked as the doctor came

"She's fine don't worry! She'll definitely need psychological support" The doctor replied, I felt so relieved that Katerina is fine, she's a person after all

"Can we watch her?" I asked nervously

"She asked about Lewis" The doctor said smiling

"I am Lewis" I replied smiling as well "Can I?"

"Yeah follow me" I follows the doctor in the room where Katerina is resting, she was laying on the bed having the IV in her hand "I'll leave you alone"

I walked at her and a small smile appeared as she watched me, I don't really know why she asked to watch me and not Max or Kelly

"Hi" I just said "You okay?"

"Yeah totally thanks" She answered with the smile on her face "Thank you for everything"

"Just stop the ketamine! That's all I want from you anything else" As I said that she laughed and I got scared

"Lewis it's difficult" A tear came from her eye "I can't"

"You can and you will! I will help you" I sat next to her touching her hand "I won't talk to your father don't worry"

"The hospital called him" Katerina sighed "I don't want to discuss about this Lewis! With anyone"

"You won't" I kissed her forehead "I won't let them ruin you"

I don't know what made me help her today! I like her a lot but she is a pain on my ass that I love somehow! The most beautiful part of her is her big lips

"I want to sleep" she whispered

"Yeah!" I stood up "I will go back in the hotel! If you need anything" I pointed to her phone "Call me and I'll be there! You have a trip in Bahamas tomorrow don't forget about it!"

I winked at her and kissed her cheek

"Good Night" I whispered

"Good Night" She whispered back

I walked with Max and Kelly in my car and I drove us in the our hotels, I wanted to sleep so badly as I did

I dreamed of us

We were in New York watching movies and eating ice cream, she was leaning against my chest and she was laughing

I love her laugh

The next morning I woke up around 9 and I took a shower before go in the hospital to watch her, I changed into tracksuits and then I walked downstairs to take my car

"Lewis" I heard Mick's voice and I turned to watch him "I need talk to you"

"Tell me! Quickly please because Katerina is waiting for me in the hospital" I replied smiling

"About that" Mick sighed "Katerina needs help! It was planned"

I got shocked

"Katerina took the ketamine and drank to make you care about her" Mick looked down "I only told you because she needs some help! It was insane and I hate it but yeah that's the truth! Katerina wanted to make you soft for her"

I can't believe this! No! Katerina would never do anything like that! Never!

"This is ridiculous" I laughed ironically "Katerina would never-"

"Lewis! She did" Mick patted my arm and walked away

I don't know if I am mad or disappointed! Katerina is crazy and she made me care about her!

I walked in the car and drove as fast as I could in the hospital where she was, I don't know what to do

She was changing into black leggings when I got in, I grabbed her arm madly and she looked at me terrified

"What in the hell was that?" I almost yelled "You tried to make me care about you and then I learn that it was fake! Are you trying to kill yourself or what Katerina?! Tell me!"

She got gasped, she couldn't understand what just happened

"I-I" She didn't know what to say

"You are a psycho" I did the biggest mistake of my life: I slapped her

She looked at me with teary eyes

"Katerina" I made a step back raising my hands "I'm sorry"

"Get the fuck away!" she yelled at me crying "Now!"

"I'm sorry" I just said walking away, what did I just do?