It was light out side it was nice weather and I was at my exs flat he locked me in room again because he was angry, his faced looked angry and and I was afraid and terrified I felt the fear and I started to panic and I was crying, I felt like I was going to be locked up all time and I moved a way from him and I calmed down after had painc attack he finally open the door, he made me feel like it was my fault the way he went on and was calling me names and was always says I was boring after all that I stayed as I thought I let him down. He smoked weed witch is called skunk and it is green with ginger bits in it and it's a drug he used to smoke it around me so I started to but it wasn't actually nice it only made him worse when he didn't have it, I used to buy it and he used to smoke it so I stopped and I felt like I was his baby sitter half of the time the way he would go on, he didn't like it if I said no to sexs and he would call me boring and I didn't want to do it so I was thinking in my head ''why should I if I don't want to''.
