Trigger warning extreme SH homophobia abuse trauma MLM
Song for this part scrawny by wallows
Richie POV
I missed up
I shouldn't have shown up today
I'm making the water all red all of them are staring at me even Eddie
...he looks mad oh no
I missed up really bad the cuts that run up and down my thighs weren't healed enough and me running around in the water busted them open
god it burns
and now the whole quorey is turning red but I don't want to leave the water because then they will see the cuts
I don't know what to do
God I'm a fucking idiot
after a couple minutes of staring the group starts freaking out making me even more nervous they rush out of the water bill and Eddie grab my hands and try to drag me out too
"oh my God Richie what happened did you step on something you're bleeding" bill yells looking worried making me nervous
"no I'm fine " I say pulling my arms back and refusing to leave the water making the group confused and more concerned
"Richie just got out of water" bev says
"we have to check if you're okay" ben says
"i already said I'm fine"
"come on just Richie can we at least check" Mike says
"nah I'm fine guys really"
The group goes quiet confused before eds says extremely quietly
"...rich did you hurt yourself"
making my heart drop say nothing and just look at my feet through the water
suddenly I feel arms around me not even just one pair the whole group I look up confused to see everyone running over and hugging me crying no one had anything to say but I reluctantly get out of the water with them hugging me and trying to comfort me
I hate it I don't like comforting I'm not some child but I do nothing knowing they're just trying to help
I sit down with them and they can finally see my legs covered in deep cuts bleeding like crazy now that I don't have anything to distract myself they're starting to hurt pretty bad everyone just stares at me hugging me and saying nothing it just makes me feel worse and worse
375 words I short one I know I know but I'm not a good writer idk what to do
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