i drink to feel numb, he tells me. to feel nothing at all.
you shrug a little, understand it. understand why.
you should try dying, you retort wryly. it's faster, more long lasting, and less fickle.
there had been fear in the first year of dying, but now there is indifference,
an apathy so pungent that others cringe at it.
you still wear it like your favorite perfume.
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Ballad of a Dying Girl [✔]
PoetryPUBLISHED ON AMAZON KINDLE, but the first ten poems are free here! An 160-poetry collection from a terminally ill poet, about what it's like to be dying. "I desire to give up, to be withered away into dust, to be spun through the fabric of the univ...