Echo (Trevor Moran fanfic) || discontinued

Chapter 36 Time goes slow

~Jay's POV~

~I'm warning you that this is a major time skip anyway continue~

Days are going by slow.

Weeks even slower.

Months feel like an eternity of loneliness.

It's been about 3 months since Trevor left...

to others it's gone by so fast but it's like a never ending black hole of pain and being alone

and they haven't decided whether to keep trevor on the tour for a whole year or three more months but we would get a call ASAP from trevor.

For the past three months I have kind of just been isolated in trevor's guest room at the o2l house Connor and Sage would be the only ones I would do stuff with since they understand me in this stage right now.

Although Sage has been with Kian a lot more and she's been a little more distant and yes I am jealous of her that she gets to be with her boyfriend 24/7 and not me it hurts to see couples outside probably the main reason I haven't gone outside that much in three months.

'ugh man up - woman up jay! you act like trevor just broke up with you you're so pathetic!'

'it's okay to cry this is a hard time right now'

'QUIT CRYING JAY!'

I would have constant battles with my thoughts.

honestly it's probably not the healthiest way to express my emotions but oh well

I decide to pick up my phone to call trevor I would normally call him everyday making sure to call after his shows knowing before he would be practicing warm ups and his songs

although he hasn't answered a lot of my calls lately

'HIIIII!!!

oh my gosh! he picked up!!!!

"Hi trevo-"

'it's trevor this be my voicemail call later i'm probably busy slaying your existence right now okay BYYYEEEEEE!!!'

oh... it was just his voicemail my heart shattered... everywhere

I ended the call only to try calling back again

'HIIIII!!! It's trevor this be my voicemail'

I let it continue without hanging up this time and left him a voicemail

"hi trevor umm I miss you if you could call me back that would be great I really miss hearing your voic-" and that is when the tears rolled in and you could hear the choked sobs I was holding back in my throat

"just call me back I love you bye"

and I broke down hoping for a miracle to happen and that he would call but nothing

"Jay... are you okay"

I heard about six muffled voices  from my outside my bedroom door

coming from five o2l members and sage

then sage opened the door and they all ran over to me and hugged me

"i am so sorry jay I wish there was something I could do to help" sage said

I just kept crying I had no control over my sobs right now or any other time

"do wanna go out to get something to eat with us?" sam asked

"i don't feel like doing anything right now"

"jay you have to come out of your room someti-"

"CAN YOU GUYS JUST LEAVE ME ALONE FOR 10 MINUTES!!!??!"

I felt bad for shouting that is one thing I normally don't do and don't like to do but at this moment anger just took over me and I just didn't want to be crowded upon they all had gloomy looks on their faces and looked toward the floor they left.

~Sage's POV~

I feel bad for jay she's never been this sad before when the boys and I went down the stairs out of her room I came up with a plan

"so guys I have a plan to cheer jay up big time!"

"well what is it!"

"okay here's how it goes"

the plan was is that first of all, all the times jay has been trying to get a hold of trevor and he wouldn't answer? that's because he was talking to us about coming home early but not sure when

so the plan. we call trevor's management team to see the earliest he can come back we pull the sob story if he cant come soon and we buy a plane ticket to help fly him back and when jay is doing her usual crying and watching chick flicks (of course) and trevor opens the door and surprises her they hug, kiss, makeout, and get married and have kids and grandkids and die old together.

"sound like a plan?" I said

"sounds like a plan! LET'S DO THIS!!!"

"SHHH be quiet we don't want her to hear and ruin the surprise"

A/N hey guyZ sorry it's a short chapter my laptop is dying and I am too lazy to get the charger

but I promise tonight you will get another update!!!

luvs!!!