Never the one Never mine | VSOO

9. A new start?

"Another day, But nearing a new start," Jisoo said as she woke up.

She tried to cry out loud and hard yesterday, but no tears fell out of her eyes, red eyes, scarred hands, shivering body, it was new, was it?

But that was when she decided to change it all, 

They are going to leave? Let them.

Don't hold onto them, that'll hurt more.

She told herself,

It was gonna hurt but not as much as waiting for them to come back.

She knew she put water in a flower which was, never to be bloomed.

But she didn't care anymore, she got hurt enough, and she felt good enough to finally get out of it.

She didn't know what else could be there, but she knew it was going to be success.

"If they call me success-thirsty, I won't think back even once to call them unambitious"

Pure evilness in her eyes, her dead self was coming back.

She was back, but she was new, the one who didn't care,

Nothing affected her, not even her close ones death,

Not to mention no one was "her close ones". 

They were all gone for her, She left them with the past just as she left the past.

Something made her happier and more ready for what was coming.

But a part of her still craved all that past, even when she buried it deep down....

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Pure Rage in his eyes, and his fisted hands, Taehyung looked terrifying when he was angry, terrifying enough to make a kid cry.

"HOW CAN SHE NOT EVEN MESSAGE ONCE?!" He said, frustrated as fuck.

"Chill out she's not yours yet" Jungkook tried to calm him.

But taehyung was hurt, even if they weren't what he wanted, she could have messaged once. at least thinking of him as a best friend.

He was raging but still didn't text her.

He wanted to see how much she can go, without texting him. 

"Let her not text you, wait for some time" Jungkook said.

"I am going too, and it doesn't affect me" Taehyung scoffs.

"Mhmm sure it doesn't" Jungkook smirked.

"Ok I gotta go home now we still do have our exams" Jungkook said, and left from there.

"Bye" Taehyung said, emotionless as always.

Well his anger must have worn of real quick after checking his phone to see a notification.

@SpoiledCrazyPrincess

So, You don't give a fuck to text me unless I'm the first to text?

Awesome.

Me:

U really think that?

I just wanted to see how long it would take for you text me.

@SpoiledCrazyPrincess

Well good for you I did text like an actual friend

Me:

Oh, so you think we are friends now?

@SpoiledCrazyPrincess

Didn't you say it some days ago?

Me: 

I don't remember it.

@SpoiledCrazyPrincess

Of course you don't, gonju.

Me:

Whatever you just called me, Do. not. ever. call. me. that. again. in. life.

@SpoiledCrazyPrincess

Good luck with that Gonju.

Me:

Ugh you're annoying as fuck.

@SpoiledCrazyPrincess

I know. :]

Me:

-_-

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"Ugh what the fuck did she just call me? I hate her for that. I'm not a girl to call me that" Taehyung rolled his eyes on that.

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The Jisoo who was trying to be fierce came right back to being the same girl after that one conversation, it looked small but felt so much.

The moment she texted him, she had a smile or a small smirk on her face.
Well they both were back, but were the really back?
Didn't it still sting for jisoo to see her mom and sister have a good bond while she was always scolded, to see her dad care about her sister every second while jisoo is invisible.

Wasn't taehyung in stress because of his dad?

How does one text change so much? 

Even personalities....