Lust

14

I woke up much earlier then Mattheo at around 8
Knew he would be hungover and moody so I grabbed a box a blanket and went downstairs to my fire
I sat reading for an hour or two then I heard the door upstairs slowly open

M• "um hello"
C• "hi"
M• "Casey wait what the fuck happened last night"

He come down the stairs and sat straight across from me

C• "what do you not remember anything"
M• "I remember when we spoke then u left the party but after that I don't remember why what did I do"
C• "I don't know what went on at the party but you come in my room at like 2 and told me you missed me loved me and were so sorry, I noticed how drunk you were so I let you stay"
M• "wait so you forgive me"
C• "ha no are you crazy you literally messed around with another girl"
M• "I didn't do anything with Anastasia"
C• "you entertained her that enough"
M• "I'm sorry"
C• "you need to leave me to think"
M• "ok I mean though"

We both stood up and I took him through the mirror opened my door and let him out

I went and got back to bed and fell asleep for a few hours till there was a knock at my door
I opened it and pansy burst in

P• "you gonna come hangout with everyone"
C• "I don't know if I can be bothered"
P• "what do you mean"
C• "I just don't really wanna see everyone I shouldn't off started hanging out with everyone and doing all the shit we have been doing"
P• "Casey I've tried really really hard to be your friend always put my self out there thought of your feelings told people 'I know she mean and moody but she's really great'"
C• "I never asked you to do that"
P• "you didn't have too because that's what friends are suppose to do and they way you don't understand that shows exactly what kinda friend you are I'm leaving come or not I don't care I'm done trying with you"

She walked out
I was so mad and upset I got up got dressed and walked out off my room and over too the couches where everyone was sat

I sat between Draco and goyle on the couch

A• "oh hi Casey do you wanna play truths with us"

She sat there smug with Mattheo and pansy at either side
Mattheo turned to look at me

C• "I would love to"
A• "oh great by the way we all put truth serum in are drinks so cups guys"

Everyone handed there cups over and she put two drops in each

A• "I'll start Mattheo what are you scared off"
M• "um I'm afraid of losing the only person I care about"
A• "awh baby that's so cute"

I rolled my eyes

M• "ok now me Draco how do you feel about pansy"
D• "I think Im falling for her"

Pansy blushed and I smiled for her

D• "ok now Casey do you love anyone"

I froze

C• "um"
P• "are you serious ha she loves nothing, no one"

A tear dropped from my eye and I quickly wiped it away

C• "thanks pans for answering for me there Anastasia have you and Mattheo slept together"

Mattheos eyes widened and she giggled

A• "well not like it's anything to do with you but yes"
C• "sorry guys I need to go"

I stood up and started walking out the common room

D• "Casey"

He stopped me at the door

D• "I'm so sorry I didn't know that happened Mattheo said he really like you I would've never expected him to do that"
C• "it's ok Draco that's not my problem anymore"

I got to the top off the astronomy tower and sat on the railings with my diary and headphones in

M• "Casey"

I turned

C• "go away"
M• "i know I know I messed up"
C• "I thought I'd be upset but your someone else's problem now"
M• "Casey please I didn't mean to I was upset and mad at you I only kissed her she's lying about us sleeping together"
C• "oh so we argue and that's it"
M• "I thought you didn't want me"
C• "I couldn't care less, but this is exactly why I couldn't love you I knew I would get hurt"
M• "I don't even care about her I'll tell her that"
C• "I don't care what you tell her but you won't be coming anywhere near me after so you can tell your dad I won't be doing anything for you or him"
M• "Casey I can't tell him that he'll kill you"
C• "nice"

I jumped down and walked away
I heard him shouting my name but I just ignored him