Lust

8

I hardly remember the rest off the night we talked more about stuff and next thing I knew we were waking up in front off the fire place
M• "we must've fell asleep"
C• "obviously"
M• "oo someone's not a morning person"
He laughed lifting my chin and quickly kissing me
M• "I have to go somewhere today so I'll see you later I promise"
C• "you can lie on a promise to me understand"
I said giving him my pinky
M• "seriously pinky promise"
C• "ye pinky promise"
I grabbed his pinky with mine
M• "haha right I've gotta go"
C• "wait, where are you going"
M• "to see my father"
C• "oh right we'll I'll probably be in my dorm so don't be too long"
M• "ye slytherins are getting together tonight just to hang out if you wanna go, and you gonna miss me"
C• "not now I won't cheeky and if you wanna go we can"
M• "ok just wait for me at you dorm I'll come get you about 6:30 ish see you later babe"
He smirked walking out the door and winking at me
I fell back asleep for a bit and woke up at 12 to start getting ready to go back to school
I got a shower and threw my outfit on

And set off back to school
I got back and everyone was in the hall I just tried to sneak past but moments later pansy was jumping on my back
P• "guess what happened"
C• "with what"
P• "me and Draco duh"
C• "go on"
P• "we hooked up"
C• "ooooo"
P• "I'm sorry, did you like him"
C• "ha draco no"
P• "oh ok, where did you disappear to last night" 
Shit think where did I disappear to
C• "my dad needed me and mattheo offered to come with me so I wasn't alone so late"
P• "oh that's nice off him but doesn't he know how good of a witch you are"
C• "no shush and I don't want them to, my mother said people would tried to use it for bad"
P• "you ever gonna show me"
C• "I can't"
P• "come on it could be a good party trick"
C• "ahhh, well is everyone still meeting tonight"
P• "oh yes you coming"
C• "ye mattheo asked me to come"
P• "see you there then"
C• "bye"
We hugged and she walked back to the hall and I made my way up to my dorm
I got there and waited for mattheo to come back
I feel needy am I needy should I do something
I'm overthinking everything
7:00
I can hear everyone in the common room but mattheo isn't here yet
I'm just gonna go out maybe he just forgot to come and if he's just a little late he'll see me or I'll see him

I walked out and around 20 people were sat around the fire
I leaned against wall listening to there conversation but keeping an eye on both door to see if mattheo come in
It was around 8 and music had been put on whilst everyone sits around smoking weed
P• "hey what's wrong you haven't said a word whilst being here"
C• "have you seen mattheo"
P• "um no, not since yesterday"
C• "oh ok"
P• "do you want one"
She said waving a cigarette packet in my face
C• "go on"
She passed me one and we both moved over to the double windows and both sat at one sticking are legs out
C• "since when do you smoke"
P• "I don't it pisses Draco off and then I get something"
C• "oh my merlin you dirty girl, who are you"
I giggled
P• "come on so have you, you lightened up"
C• "ye well just a nicer year"
P• "no you mean a new boyfriend"
C• "he's not my boyfriend, we are just friends "
P• "umhm you can't lie to me but I'll pretend to believe your dirty lie"
We both laughed finishing cigarettes
We talked for ages after that and danced with each other still no sign off mattheo
It had become 11 and everyone was going back into their dorms even pansy
P• "I'm gonna go to sleep school in the morning"
C• "ok babe I'll see you tomorrow"
Then it was just me sat on the couch in the common room I drifted off to sleep and the next thing I knew
P• "Casey get up and go get dressed, class is in 10 minutes"
C• "shit"
I jumped up and ran over to my room, throwing my uniform on and walking back out into the common room

P• "good your done, I love that skirt get me one"
I giggled
C• "ye well go after school come on let's get too class"
P• "oh my your gonna show me the shop where you get all your party outfits"
C• "yes now come on"
P• "yes"
She said whilst grabbing my hand and yanking me down the hall into potions
S• "girls why are you late"
This is where I normally speak but I couldn't mattheo was sat there in his seat with his head down
What the fuck so he just laid me off last night
P• "ye sir we were um"
C• "I was being sick and pansy come to hold my hair back"
P• "ye"
She smiled whilst snape just walked back to his desk embarrassed to say anything
S• "go sit"
I went and sat in silence
M• "I'm sorry about last night"
C• "ye i don't care about your apology you promised"
M• "ye i know I'm sorry it was my father"
C• "that's not an excuse"
M• "I know but"
S• "silence mr riddle"
M• "I"
S• "I said silence"
The rest off the lesson we both sat in silence
Following with the next lesson and the next until divination trenlawney, my favourite professor
T• "come in come in settle down"
Me and pansy sat together
P• "what's up you seem annoyed"
C• "nope I'm fine let's just listen"
I turned my head catching a glimpse of mattheos face he had cuts and bruises everywhere
I turned back around feeling hurt as I'd been so mean to him all morning
It's ok I can help then I'll go back to being annoyed