How do you make a complex son ? | √

- Cigarettes with strawberry holes.

"I don't know... I want to say something, but it's very difficult."

“Say and I will understand.”

He tried to speak or say something, but the chime at the end of the break hit, so he quickly stopped and cursed Jungkook under his breath.

“I have to go back to class now, bye Jungkookie.”

He left him and went quickly to leave as soon as the other friends were gone. He turned around and put his hands in his pants pockets

“Why are you treating him like this?!”

"Patience so I can have something fun in bed."

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He entered the house quietly and with comfort occupying his mind. He stood up when he heard his father's voice from near the table

“The driver said he saw you today with someone at school.”

He went forward to sit in front of him and put his bag down

" He is my friend "

"But you don't have any friends"

He took a calm breath, as he was nervous about his father's talk

“How old is he? What is his name? What is his parents’ job?”

Jeon Jungkook, in the third grade. I don't know what his parents do. Why would I ask him, Dad? I'm ashamed

Ask things like this? "

Yulvi felt angry, his eyebrows furrowed

Jimin, you are of high status and you must be friends with those of your status so that you will not be exploited!! " Poetry

With the intense distress and suffocation in his throat, he swallowed his throat to swallow

But, Father, I am ashamed to ask too much.. I have only known him for a while.” “Why do you befriend someone several years older than you? This is one of the mistakes teenagers make, I hope

Befriending people older than you?? "

He closed his eyes tightly, anger taking over him

Eunfei makes him very angry whenever he interrupts his conversation.... “Dad, I met Jungkook suddenly and only, and I did not mean to be friends with someone older than me. I apologize.”

He stood up to get his bag to leave

Give me your phone and come study in front of me here, but I feel comfortable studying in my room.

He took his phone out of the bag, closed it, and gave it to Leonfei

“No, you will study here so that your mind can be stimulated a little.”

- “Dad, but.”

“There is nothing but movement to study!!”

He shouted so loudly that his body shook with fear and anxiety

He was angry at him to understand that Yoongi was not satisfied with his friendship with Jungkook
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All the feelings I experience and go through alone make me wonder one day

Is it normal for a person to feel all these things? I feel that my homeland is just an ordinary country and not a big thing, and my home is not a place where I feel warmth and love, and my father, who, as a single person like me, wants to have all my family.

There is a gap between him and me larger than the size of the world.

I have always fought a lot inside myself, and no one ever understood me... My father could not understand me...

He always understood himself and others, but I was intellectually and psychologically abnormal to him... Instead of trying to understand me and embrace me, accept me and tell me that he loved me, he thought that I was mentally ill or had a strange wormwood inside me...

I loved my father. I was grateful for everything he did

When I was young...

but now

I absorbed a lot...that I wish I had never understood

And yet I can't comprehend a single thing.

Why did God create me to live this life without meaning?

Jungkook told me that the other place might be C and it might be beautiful

This means I'm in the wrong place...

I wonder if I'll be going to the beautiful place soon?

My problem is that I did not feel that I was ordinary or special, a good CM

A disobedient son or a righteous son? An outstanding student or a failed student?

Psychologically good or not, I have no psychology at all, as my father says

I tried to speak the conversation that was on my mind for a little while in front of my father, while I was studying my mental health, which is very bad, Dad.”

He left what was in his hands and looked at me to continue studying. I agreed with him, then returned to the book, and the sadness inside me increased

“Don’t help yourself with this nonsense, Jimin. You’re still too young to say that your mental health is bad.”