Blame On Me | TXT

'03

"Guys, I don't think we should be doing this..."
Taehyun rubbed the nape of his neck.

"Gosh, Tyun. Come on, have one. One couldn't ruin you right?"
Beomgyu smirked, handing the pack of cigarette to him.

Taehyun was hesitant at first,
but just took it.
Take one, light it up, smoke.

Taehyun kept coughing at every inhale. He can't continue it.

Yeonjun just stepped forward, took Taehyun's cigarette and threw it.

"There. If you don't want, don't do it"
Taehyun nodded.
But he keeps coughing because of the smoke.

"Ugh, hyung.. you're such a party killer"
Kai whined.

Taehyun just lowered his gaze.
It was cold too, so the others don't think it's safe to be outside.

"I'm sorry, guys"
Taehyun's voice crack. They knew he's going to cry.

"You should be. You ruined it."
Beomgyu rolled his eyes at him.

As tears formed in his eyes, he felt someone hugging him.

"Don't cry."
Beomgyu said.
It was a bit suprising but Taehyun just hugged him back.

Beomgyu actually meant everything he said to him. He was just pretending to care.

---'--'---

Day by day, Taehyun just grew more distant to them.

Flashback:

"Huening-ah! They look interesting... Let's go introduce ourselves!"
Taehyun said excitingly while pointing at the 3Chois.

"Sure, hyung."
Kai said with a faint smile on his face.

Taehyun pulled Kai to where the 3Chois are.

"Hello! My name's Kang Taehyun and this is my best friend, Huening Kai!"

Taehyun and Kai bowed 90° to the Chois. Assuming that they're older than them. Well, Taehyun was right. They were indeed older than both of them.

Soobin could see Beomgyu let's out an annoyed sigh.

Before Beomgyu could even let out a word, Yeonjun cutted him off.

"Oh, Hi! My name's Choi Yeonjun! They're Choi Soobin and Choi Beomgyu.
Nice to meet you!"

Taehyun's smile grew more. Soobin waved at both of them and mouthed the word, "hey!"

Taehyun wasn't really paying attention to Beomgyu. But Kai was.
He could see that Beomgyu felt uncomfortable.

"Come, sit with us!" Yeonjun demanded.

And from that day, they grew closer.
But Taehyun grew apart from Kai; his own best friend.

Flashback ends.

Taehyun locked himself up in his room.
His scars wasn't even close to heal, yet he felt that the blade was tempting snd the pain felt so sweet.

Then, derealization hits him, again.

Oh fu-

He noticed that the cat from the other day was sleeping on his bed.

Well, it felt like a coincidence.

Everytime he harms himself, that cat would always be with him.

The odd eyed cat.

In the end, he just kept it.

But the cat didn't stay long. When the others arrived, he looked back at where the cat was sleeping and it ran away, again?

"Hyun-ah! We're home!" Shouted Yeonjun.

Without a warning, Yeonjun barged in his room.

im dead...

---'--'---

I think I'm just going to be ending this book early because I'm losing motivation and I'm also working on another book.