Bitter Truth

where is he?

We reached in our location. It was beside a beach and a big villa .

Jayson just love's villa .

We all had seprate rooms .
All were tired of traveling as it was a 8 hour's long drive.

We all went to sleep and Jayson told us to change into smthg and it is going to be a bonfire night.

We did as he said.

Loud music with just us.

Everyone was drinking and dancing.

Haze walked toward me.

Kiddo , he said.

Yeah , what?

Come sit with me . He said

We sat down in the sand far from sound and people.

Kiddo, I want you to know that I do have feelings for you . I love you infact I want to spend my life with you. But there is a big secret I want to tell you and by the end of the vacation I'll tell you.     He said looking towards the wave.

I was happy but smthg was wrong with his voice.

Is it a good thing or bad . I said.

Stop loving me. Haze said.

My heart skipped a beat.

What, Haze look my eyes and say that again . Tear almost dropped from my eyes. 

I want to , I want to forever to stay. But my life is not normal Kiddo. I live with risk and I can't put your life in risk.  He said looking towards me .

Haze , stop pls stop . I don't feel good .

He leaned towards my face.
He kissed on my eyes.

I don't want you to cry . I don't want to be the one who hurts you. I will kill people who will hurt you. But you have to move on .  He said.

Why what's wrong pls tell me Haze .

He leaned forward again this time he kissed my lips . It was the long kiss.

Kiddo, Always Remember I love you, I have loved and I always will. I  won't get along with anyone . But I can't be with you too. He said almost crying.

We stood up and hugged eachother.
A long hug. And before walking away he kissed my forehead.

I sat there crying and crying.

Few mins ago I had everything I wanted . I was so wrong I was just delusional.

On the other hand I thought he said he loved me . But what's stopping me .
I'll wait for the vacation to end and when he'll tell . We will figure out smthg.

Haze pov-

I walked away again but I was important really important this time.
I had to , I had my reasons.
I loved her I still do and i think I will always But there are just something's which we can't help.

I felt guilty making her cry.
I wanted to see her happy but I made her cry.

I want to kill myself.

Ik she won't believe me . I want her to hate so that it can be easy for her to forget me . And ik what I have to do for that.

I was drinking. When I grabbed from her waist.  Loud music was playing. And I kissed her infront of everyone.

Everyone was watching me . I knew it they will be surprised. But I had to do it.

I kissed Ariana.

I could see My kiddo crying there.
She was numb everyone was watching me but I didn't stop.

And that was the time she ran away.
I saw Coco and Rebbeca runing behind her.

  Jayson : bro what's wrong with you?
Are you drunk?

I am sobar jaysi relex what's wrong?

Kile : you kissed Ariana didn't you?

I did , ig it's not the first time I did this so?

Kile :  Bellona, Haze she was looking at you. Go explain yourself. She is hurt.

So? Why would I care ? She is not my girlfriend or my caretaker?

Kile: bro are you nuts?

Jayson- he is . He is really high

I am not let's dance. Let's enjoy.

( I felt broken I wanted to shoot myself at the moment).

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Bellona pov-

He is a liar he played with my feelings.
I kissed another girl claiming that he loved me?

He is a fucking liar.
He is a Playboy he can't change that none can.

I hate him. I fucking hate him.
Few mins ago he said he loved me how foolish of me to even trust me.
I want to die I want to kill myself.

Coco Rebbeca were knocking the door.

At the party-
Jayson- I don't feel like partying now.

Kile : Haze I want to talk to you.
They walked aside.

Kile : i am your friend since we were kids. I know you loved her. You still do.
And ik the reason you are living her.
Am I right?

Haze hugged him.

Haze : I am going tomorrow. I am going Kile i won't get to see y'all ever again.

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Omg I felt so restless and anxious writing this chapter.
Here is a twist comming up !