Jet Black (A Destery Smith , capndesdes , Nathan Owens , ahoynateo FanFic)

Part 15: The Answer

---WARNING---
This part does deal with things such as drug use and suicide. If this is a triggering topic for you I advise you to not read. 

***Aria's POV***

    I don't...I don't remember where I am? Or how much I've had to drink? I'm not sure...who is that? I'm holding a drink in my hand. How many have I had? What else did I take?

    "Hey baby you coming down?", I heard a voice I didn't recognize. 

    I looked to my left and saw a girl with long black hair leaned back against a tree. I looked around and saw a bunch of people, and a pool, and I am sitting in a chair. What did she mean coming down?

    "Do you need another pick me up?", she held out her hands and through blurry vision I could barely make out the outline of a tiny pill in her hand. Fuck what am I on. "Come on", she stood up and slowly walked towards me. She pulled me out of the chair and I could barely stand up. She put her arm around my waist and we walked into the strangers house. Only it wasn't strange anymore. I recognize where I am now. When I first moved here, I used to party here a lot. 

    The girl continued to lead me into a different room full of people talking and laughing and I couldn't make out what they were saying. I fell over onto the first open seat on the couch I found and she sat down next to me. I looked down at my drink, why am I here? How did I get here? I can't remember, my brain is too foggy. Fuck this shit. I chugged the rest of whatever I was holding and tried to get up.

    "Whoa hold on man", I heard the people in the room mumble, the girl to my left and the guy to my right pulled me back down onto the sofa, "You think she is freaking out?, I heard someone else ask.

   "I'm good", I managed to mumble. The room erupted in laughter and the same girl from earlier placed her arm around me. I leaned into her. She smelt good. She gently moved her hands to my chin and tilted my head up facing her. She leaned in and kissed me. At first gently, and soon after harder. I parted my lips and she started moving her tongue against mine. Soon she pulled back from the kiss and I finally understood what she was doing. I felt a tiny pill in my mouth. She must have kissed me to get me to take it. So I swallowed. She saw and smiled. And just after that she pulled me up from the sofa again. 

    We walked out to the backyard and through a gate leading out to a trail. I still don't really know whats going on. We walk up a hill and stop every few seconds for her to kiss me. We finally make it to the top and she starts talking. I can't hear her. I can see her lips moving. But I can't hear what she is saying. I look around me. It's really dark outside. It gotta be way past midnight by now. There are trees and bushes. And stars. The stars are so pretty. I know this place. I think I'm gonna sit down. 

    I sit down on the ground and look up at the girl. She begins to bite her lip. And then takes her white tank top off. Wow she is really pretty. She leans down and then gets on top of me. She pushes my shoulders into the ground. She begins to aggressively kiss me. And yea I'm into it. She bites my lip and I let out a moan. I pull at her long black hair. All I can hear is the sound of our heavy breathing and crickets. But, what am I doing here. How did I get here. Her kiss begins to trace my jawline and makes its way to my neck. I begin to caress her bare skin and turn my head to the left, inviting her to...well...suck on my neck to put it bluntly. As I turn my head to the left I open my eyes. A cliff? A familiar cliff...I've been here. The last time I was here...who was I with!?!? Fuck why can't I remember! 

   "Ahh", I let out another moan. This feels so good. I let my hands explore her body. I can tell she likes it when I feel her smile against my skin. She moves her hands and starts moving lower, "Mmm", I whimper as she takes control again. I don't know if it was the pill but everything feels, so good. Like I am more sensitive to touch. She pulls her face away from the kiss and I finally get a good look at her. She has pale skin and black hair. Like Jet Black hair, just like Jace. Just like...Just like Destery, fuck. 

    Everything is finally coming back to me. Nate. Destery. Ashley. Suddenly I pull away from the strange girl and I can't help myself from freaking out. Fuck how could I forget. Dammit. All my memories, all the heartache. It's all rushing back into my head. No wonder I got so fucked up. I wanted to forget everything! And I did...for a while. 

    "Fucking crazy bitch", I see the girl get up and put her top back on.