The Path To Forever 💙💜♾️

CHAPTER 18 (rp)

Sivaangi: You don't have to give any explanations and I know you.

Ashwin: Sorry

Sivaangi: Chi loosu. I don't care about it. Aana antha menaminiki ithuku aprm un life layo enayo cross panna koodathu..sense ilaya nu lam kekura loosu...oru loosu inoru paithiyatha thana torture pananum

Ashwin: Adingu. Nan Paithiyam ah?

Sivaangi: Summah joke...hmm.. Prabha listen. Enaku relationship mela trust illa than... but I trust you and believe that you won't break me avlothan. No more discussions on this topic.

Ashwin: Thank you. Kaalila Engayo poganum nu soniye enga...

Sivaangi: Location send paniten unaku anga polam...

They reached that location.

Ashwin: Enna ma meditation class ku kootitu vanthirka...

Sivaangi: Nee vaa ..

They both entered the office.

Office room,

Sivaangi: Hii ma'am

Ma'am: Hii Sivaangi, welcome and take your seats.

They both sat

Ma'am: How are you Sivaangi? It's been a long time since you have come here. How is your progress?

Sivaangi: Super good ma'am. I feel good.

Ma'am: That's good. Who is this?

Sivaangi: He is Ashwin, inspector and my friend
Ma'am: Hello sir and he smiled.

Sivaangi: Okay mam, just I thought of seeing you. I will take my leave Ma'am

Ma'am: okay ma. Take care.

They reached the car and he tinted the windows.

Sivaangi: Nee enta edhum kekra maari illa nane solren... Ashwin…apo than enaku releif ah irukum.

This happened when I was in school. Sometimes, a recurring dream would haunt me. I casually ignored it each time until one day, I saw someone near my house. I couldn’t remember his face, but something in my mind insisted that I had met him before. That day, I took a U-turn and went to Ramya’s house, spending time there until nightfall before returning home. I swear I didn’t know who he was and never asked my parents about him.

After that encounter, my situation worsened. I struggled to control my anger, which began to consume me. I would hurt myself in frustration and distance myself from others whenever that dream triggered my fury. At times, I felt an overwhelming urge to hit something, and I would lock myself in my room, sweating profusely even under a fan. I would punch anything within reach, doing my best to control these impulses—and I did, somehow.

Seeking relief, I decided to attend a meditation class, telling everyone I was going to a drawing class after school. This was during my 9th grade. Attending those sessions brought me immense relief and helped me regain my focus on studies. I faithfully attended for nearly 1.5 years, finding peace.

He calmly listened to her

Ashwin: Parents permission ilama epadi nee join panna

Sivaangi: I sought help from my tutor at school, treating her like a guardian as I explained my situation to her. She was the only one I confided in until now—only you and she know about this. Not even Mugen and his friend are aware but they know I attended and I didn't share it because I feared he might accidentally tell my parents.

Ashwin opened his arms and pulled her into a hug, planting a long kiss on her forehead to reassure her. She leaned into his chest as he wrapped his arms around her.

Sivaangi: Thank you. Sharing this with you feels like a burden has been lifted off my shoulders.

Ashwin: Free ya vidu.  So don't worry about this, ne already azhaga handle panirka. I will always be there to hear you and you can share everything with me.

She smiled.

Sivaangi: Haa Ashwin.. Namma ipadi irukiratha un future wife paatha enna ninaipanga?

All of a sudden she asked this question only to tease her and he continued as,

Ashwin: edha ninachikatum

Sivaangi: Ninapu than...

Ashwin mv: Makku

He smiled.

After a few minutes, He was scrolling through his phone and she was playing with his bracelet in his other hand.

Sivaangi: Customized thana intha bracelet police nu eluthirku... enga vanguninga...

Ashwin: Oru Instagram page la ma

Sivaangi: Enakum venume...

Ashwin: seri un phone ah unlock panni kudu...

She gave...and he was scrolling through the apps

Ashwin: enna di Instagram eh kaanom

Sivaangi: Kaanom na...nan than insta la ilaye.

Ashwin: Ithu veraya... nee social media la irupa nu...nanum oru naal un account elam theduna…

She laughed as she also searched for his name using Ramya's mobile. He found the Instagram page and showed it to her. After that, she made her selection.

Sivaangi: Enna name podalam?

Ashwin: Un per potuka...

Sivaangi: Per vendam... Haan...R.S (R. Sivaangi) ipadi potukhren... side la edha designs. He hummed

She DMed that page and she took her mobile for the payment.

Ashwin: Ennadi panra...nan than iruken la...

Sivaangi: Illa nane panren... enakunu first time unna maari vanguren...so please .

She did the payment and gave back his mobile.

Sivaangi: Polam ah...

Ashwin: ipadiye irukalam konjam neram..jolly ah iruku ..

She glared at him and he again pushed her to lean on his shoulder

Ashwin: Inime nan epovum unkooda irupen okay va...elathayum thatti vidu so be cool.

Sivu : Athan yaar soluranga paathiya 😂

Ashwin : Ama...unaku kovam varalaya mall la antha ponnu pesumpothu...nee vera enta edhume solama silent ah irunthiya. Semaya bayanthuten...

Sivaangi: Antha ponna vachitu nan enna panra poren. I just wanted to tease her athan apdi pesuna...mathapadi enaku unmela kovam lam illa...nee ex vachiruntha nan enna panrathu... I mean... unna love panna ponnu.

Ashwin: Ava romba epadi solrathu.. hmm businessman’s spoilt brat nu solvanga la. Konjam attitude. Ava enaku propose pannumpothe conditions pota.. condition podala naalum nan venam nu than solirpen.. aanalum seri vidu . Athan vena nu soliten eh..

Sivaangi: Feel panra maari... un pondatti Pavam pa... enna maari tease panra maari oru wife unaku vantha okay...Ilana un old aaluku munala avanga enna panvanga...

"Apo nee than antha paavapatta jeevan", he murmured under his breath.

Sivaangi: enna soninga?

Ashwin: Onum illa ma...

He smiled and knocked her head. They moved back to their respective houses.