kaushal :- then... worship
u started to imagine as in your god's place...they become this much important for u
yes I also feel this same things but it's way before I started to worship her.....her beauty...bravness... innocence..big heart...she is my angel
kaushal :- next obsession... madness Bhai tu iss wali stage pe hai jaha tuze bechaini hona..dur jane ka dar...kisi aur ka uske kareeb jane se jelousy feel Krna...uske liye had se jada protective hona.... possessive hona
n soft smile appear on my lips....yes this sidharth thakur is mad for his girl Shehnaaz....I accepted this way before that she runs my entire system...if she is not around me I started feel panick suddenly from nowhere like this is what happening wid me right now ...this much I get addicted to her.....I feel suffocated if she stopped talking to me....if this is called madness ..then I openly accept that I am mad for my girl....pagal hu m meri jaan ke liye...had se jada ...I protect her coz that's my need...she is my need to run my heart smoothly...yes I scared of her getting hurt by me...qkim darta hu kahi m usko kho na du...ha muze hoti hai taklif uske kareeb koi aur aaye.....meri hai wo fir q na dil jale kisi aur ko uske kareeb... listening to his words here I realised...n utter in my
" oh fuck this much I love her that now it don't have any boundaries"
kaushal:- ye hue kuch makam Ishq ke...tu sare par kr chuka
n he laughed loudly
n I smile
Sid :- lekin ye toh sirf 6 hue... aakhir m konsa h
kaushal:- Death jo ki kabhi tum dono ko alag na kr...maut agar kadwa sach h toh bhi wo tum dono ko dur na kr aisi ardas krunga waheguru ji k pass....aur kabhi wo aa bhi jaye maut...toh sath m hi aaye...
n I hugged him
his words really make me feel little calm....he make me realise how much I get involved in this ..n honestly I liked after knowing my love surpassed all the levels of love....
kaushal :- feeling little better
n I nod
kaushal :- just distract urself for sometime...land hote hi firse try kr ..I am sure tab phn utha legi....
n I pull his cheeks
he give me vibes of my brother sometimes....my own brother never make me feel like this his presence never give me vibe of brother but wid kaushal I always found some good positive vibe...wo apna sa lagta hai ....
he wince in pain n trow his extra headphones towards me....
I decided to distract my mind by listening some good music coz if I continue to panick may be I get suffocated n fall ill which I don't want coz I as soon as possible go back to Mumbai n take my jaan in my Arms after finishing this work
I play random song in list n close my eyes making my heart understand by chanting one line only
" thik hai wo...kuch nahi hua hoga...sab sahi hai..meri baby muze chodke kahi nahi jayegi"
the soft music hit my ear n I smile coz I started to imagine my future moments here wid her
Puche mera dil bar bar ve,
Kithe chhup baitha mera yaar ve
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Broken But Beautiful ( completed )
רומנטיקה" kuch chize adhuri reh kar bhi pure hone ka ehsaas deti hai ....koi apka apna sabse kareeb jab dur chala jata hai to taklif hoti hai..dard hota hai.....lekin shayad yehi destiny hoti hai ". it's her pov.....a girl who faced already so many things i...
