kaushal :- toh fir le initiative..tu krde call
Sid :- she is not receiving....
kaushal :- ohh ye toh panga ho gaya....jada dil dukhaya kya uska
Sid :- I don't know
kaushal :- chal koi bat nahi....thoda tym Dede gussa utar jaye toh kr degi call tuze
Sid :- tab tak iss dil ka kya karu
kaushal :: matlab
Sid :- muze abhi usko dekhne ki talab jaise ho rahi hai ..like...I am feeling I could die if I didn't watch her now...sirf 1 second ke liye hi sahi meko usko dekhna hai...meri jaan....meri jaan ja rahi hai...aise lag raha hai jaise mar jaunga abhi agar usse bat nahi Hui toh..aisa pehle kabhi nahi hua.....meri aadat ban chuki hai wo....m jana chahta hu uske pass....mera man keh raha hai ki wo kafi dur chali gayi hai muzse....meri na dhadkan aise achanak ruk si rahi hai jab bhi koi galat khayal aa raha hai dimag m....
kahi wo khushi usne toh kuch nahi kiya hoga na....lekin I told watchman secure my house untill I return...wo bata deta ab tak agar aisa kuch ho toh....haina...fir ..fir kya ho sakta hai....
kaushal :- laugh loudly
bhai tu pagal ho gaya hai pyar m...
Sid :- kuch naya bata..I already know this
kaushal :- like seriously itna pyar krta hai usko
Sid :- itna ki jiski koi had nahi hai...
kaushal:- ohh Bhai intense love
tuze na wo ho gaya....kya kehte hai...Ishq
Sid :- love,pyar, mohabbat this all are same terms yar
kaushal :- nahi....ishq alag hai....ye pyar affection attraction aur hasil krne ke bad na kahi ghum sa ho jata hai....
Ishq m shaqs sare makam ko dheere dheere hasil krke apni pyar ko Ishq m tabdil krta hai..
Sid :- makam?
kaushal :- haa...7 hote hai Sufi Ishq ke makam ....
jaise pehla hua Attraction
n I recall how I get attracted to her in our first ever meeting....her standing outside her house drenching in rain holding her small bag in her hand n looking like a innocent fresh flower which is scared to get touched by anyone....yes I get attracted towards her badly in that moment....for a moment I forgot the purpose to bring her wid me....her attractive personality always pulls me towards her
Kaushal :- ye pehli step hoti hai...kisi taraf attaract hote chale jaha......fir aata hai infatuation means short lived Passion but that started to bloom love In your heart
n again I remember when I started to have all dirty thoughts for her in my mind....that time we become just friends...after knowing about her truth..her side of story I felt my heart is not mine anymore I suddenly become her....I started to imagine her wid me in all romantic poses...in kissing... making love in living room, kitchen, against wall n door....her appearance attracted me for that I used to cursed my mind but knowingly unknowingly I was in this stage of Sufi Ishq
kaushal :- fir aata hai love
wahi infatuation ke bad hum apne dil ko samjate hai ki bhai list nahi hai ye sirf ye usse bhi badke kuch hai...jaha wo shaqs apke liye bahot important ho jata hai
Yes true suddenly she become so important for me that I started to neglect myself....I started to put her above anything and everything....I am in love wid Shehnaz yes I do....badly... insanelykaushal :- next is reverence...
respecting ur love
Yes I respect her alot...her happiness comes first for me....her decisions are stupid sometimes though but I respect alot...coz that girl face alot in her life....still standing strong in Strom...I respect her quality of not accepting failure easily
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Broken But Beautiful ( completed )
Romance" kuch chize adhuri reh kar bhi pure hone ka ehsaas deti hai ....koi apka apna sabse kareeb jab dur chala jata hai to taklif hoti hai..dard hota hai.....lekin shayad yehi destiny hoti hai ". it's her pov.....a girl who faced already so many things i...