Embracing love

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I really hope this solve everything we are experiencing right now. To all the confusion, pain and the unsureness we have .

After our conversation, I thanked him again and walked out. I didn't go to my class, and start heading to our meeting place. I'll wait for Zeev there till sunset. And I just hope he'll show up.

I texted Esme about my decision. While walking on my my way. Who would have thought that he is already there. Guess he never left school and waited for me outside.

"I brought you food, water and a fan. There is also umbrella and a quilt. You can use the quilt for sitting in the ground or when you are feeling cold. " He explained the bunch of things he bought.

I smiled and kissed him.

I'll never doubt his love for me. And I am forever grateful for this love that he gave me.

" I'm leaving now but I'll be around this place. Call me if anything happens okay? I love you and I am so proud of you" he kissed me an bid good bye.

I believe that he will be around somewhere near here.

Because that's Esme, he will always be there for me.

I sat on a bench here in the most corner of the park.

It's still morning and there are few people here.

I drank the water and ate some of the foods Esme gave.

I watched how few people became more then few again. The sun was already above my head. Luckily Esme brought me an umbrella for the heat.

But still see no Zeev here.

Is he really mad at me? I don't blame him but the thought of that squeeze my heart out.

"Dear? Let's eat some food"

Esme snapped me out AGAIN. And he always popped out whenever I think of something negative. Like he's here to stop me from those negative thoughts. He's like a reminder that I am happy living in this world.

"Thank you" I replied.

He assemble the portable table he brought. I didn't even know where he got that. Then arrange the food for me.

"Are you still gonna wait dear?" He asked.

I know he meant well and he was just worried of me.

I nodded.

I still have time till sunset. It's still early anyway. Maybe he'll come later.

"Ok then, eat now and eat this snacks later so you won't be hungry. " He gave me my plate and put the snacks on the bag he gave me earlier.

I ate with Esme and talk about things and Zylak.

I know he want to drift my mind away for sometime and it comforts me.

Looking at him now, it gave me strength. How he cares for me, how he do things for me and how deeply he made me feel loved.

"I am leaving now dear, the snacks and water is in the bag. Don't let yourself be hungry. And if you need anything call me alright?" He said as he was cleaning up.

"Thank you for waiting with me. I know this is also hard on you and how you left your work today for me. I'm so grateful for it. Thank you so much." I told him.

He just smile and kisses my forehead.

" You are welcome "

After he left, I continued my waiting for Zeev.

Sometimes I feel like I'm he wouldn't come anymore. After how I hurt him. It would be lucky if he still wanna see me.

I looked at the people here in the park again.

I looked at the kids playing with their friends.

The families having picnic.

The parents playing with their kids.

The couple's walking hand in hand.

After the lunch time, the park begin to be lively.

And I never realized the time till I saw the people slowly decreasing.

The lively park slowly turn into a quite one.

And I feel like I'm left alone in here.

I raised my head and look for the sun.

But it is now setting and slowly disappearing.

He won't come, I guess.

I guess I'm too late.

I wiped my tears and cleaned the things with me.

I stand up and started to walk.

Then my heartbeat skipped as I hear my name.

I looked and it was him.

He came.

Zeev.

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Honestly, I feel like I'm Zephyr. I'm the one who cannot choose. I'm also torn between the two 😭.

This would be my last update for now.  Let me decide first who will be the the chosen person ... 🤔

Wish me luck for my exams 🤞 lovelots 🖤🤍