𝙎𝙝𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 - 𝘿𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙖𝙨 𝙒𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙣

• 𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙏𝙝𝙧𝙚𝙚 •

𝘿𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙖𝙨 𝙋𝙤𝙫 :

I was speeding down the road, just as a normally do, but something in the back of my mind wouldn't go away

Her. 

Y/N Curtis 

I Shook my head, what the hell was wrong with me? I've grown up with her my whole life, she's never been more than a friend. She's never meant anything to me.

Ever since I'd met her I've always called her doll, it was funny to see her fluster over the nickname and tell me to stop. 

 But we are in the same gang, that's it.

But when she looked at me last night. The tears rolling down her face, the brokenness shown in her eyes,

 it hurt me.

She was different.

No other girl was like her that I've met, she was weird. She loved books and sunsets, she never gave you a reason as to why she loved them

"They are gold, I like gold, and you know what, we should cherish gold." 

I never understood what she meant but I would nod as if I understood.  

She could ramble on about something she loved so dearly and you wouldn't be able to help but listen. She was one of the easiest people to talk to and made anyone smile.

 She glowed just like the sunsets she watched. 

Shit what am I saying, I have Sylvia. I couldn't do that to her.

Fuck 

Sylvia 

I was supposed to see her today. 

I parked my car in front of Buck's and sighed. I opened the door and got out of the car 

I walked up the old steps entered. 

Buck was having another party, of course. 

I put the keys down and navigated though the sea of people grinding on eachother and making out, I rolled my eyes in disgust finally making it to the bar.

"Finally back I see?" Buck asked sliding me a beer, I grunted I'm response keeping ym eyes on the counter "Sylvia came around lookin' for you by the way" I looked up to face Buck "she asked me where you was" 

"What did ya tell her?" I asked taking a sip of the beer

"Told her you was out doing something for Tim Shepard and she got all pissy about it, telling me she was supposed to see you and how you never make time for her"

"Yeah well, I forgot about her" I said flatly 

"She might still be here if you look for her" Buck replied wiping the countertops

"Alright" I said as I got up from the stool and making my way back to all the people.

I looked around for a bit before giving up, and what did I see?

Her makin' out with some dude.

I started at her for a few seconds, I raised my eyebrows "Not surprising Sylvia, you slut" I yelled over the music, she broke away from the boy and stared at me

"Dal! No you dont understand! He kissed me!" She jumped up from her seat rushing over to me and grabbing my arm

"Don't call me that, Sylvia this has happened to many fucking times, what the hell is wrong with you?" I spoke harshly and shook her off my arm

"No Dal-"

"No, Sylvia we are done."

I walked away quickly going up the stairs up to my room and locking my door. I sat on my bed.

Why was I surprised she did that. She always loves to screw me over.

I sighed and ran my hand threw my hair before laying down and staring at the ceiling remembering last night.

It was crazy how only last night I was holding Y/N in this bed. I missed her touch. It was heavenly. 

What the hell am I saying, go to bed.

I closed my eyes and tryed to think of anything else to fall asleep.

I finally drifted off thinking of Y/N

(A/N : Sorry if this chapter isn't that good, also this chapter is meant to be short to! Ily guys sm and stay gold! ✨️)