𝙎𝙝𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 - 𝘿𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙖𝙨 𝙒𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙣

• 𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙤𝙣𝙚 •

𝙨𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙄 𝙬𝙤𝙠𝙚 𝙪𝙥 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙛𝙪𝙨𝙚𝙙

I groaned and tossed myself to the side. But then I felt something or someone under my neck. I felt something running something though my hair.

shit that's definitely person I thought to myself. 

My eyes flashed open as I scanned the room it wasn't nearly as clean as my room was, or even my house for that matter; posters all over the walls, empty cigarette boxes scattered across the room. Paint peeling off the walls, I took a deep breath and cigarette smoke filled my nose. I scrunched my nose not expecting it

That eliminates Soc's they probably have a maid to clean this mess

I slowly started sitting up and then I heard a voice 

"Ah, finally awake I see Doll?" My heart stopped. I snapped my head torwards the voices direction, there was only one person who called me doll.

I was sleeping next to Dallas Winston 

"Shitshitshitshitshit" I studdered out he raised an eyebrow and a smirk fell across his face. He grabbed my hand and shushed me

"Y/n, your fine" he spoke calmly Dallas being nice? What the hell happened last night?

yanked my hand away my eyes scanning the room as quickly as possible 

 "Dallas" I started to fidget with my ring and look down

"Yea darlin'?" He smirked again putting his hand under his head to prop himself up

"How the hell did I get here?" He furrowed his brows together and stared me straight in the eyes

"You don't remember?" A smile was playing on his lips. I Shook my head violently till a sharp pain made me stop. I touched the back of my head and groaned.

the pain was intense 

He grabbed my face and turned me to the side so he could examine the back of my head. He slightly shook his head then looked at me.

"Think about it, it will come to you" he said as he turned to grab a cigarette out of the box by his bed

I shut my eyes tight and tried to remember 

then I remembered 

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I was sitting on the swings next to Evie, at the park, we had just picked up two-packs of beers and a few boxes of Cigarettes, (or well we stole them) I had never done it before but I was filled with fire and nothing could stop me.

 I had run out of the house because me and Darry had a fight, I couldn't remember what it was about. 

then it hit me.

We were arguing about school, me and Darry never fought if anything I had got along the best with Darry in the house. 

"Why can't I just drop out?!" I yelled in the middle of the kitchen searching through the cabinets for food before Darry had come in and started scolding me about my grades

"Soda dropped out and he's never been better? I SUCK at school and I don't need it! I'll just work with Steve and Soda at the DX!" I slamed the cabinet door closed 

"Do you HEAR YOURSELF RIGHT NOW?!" He shouted back "YOU THINK YOU WOULD WANT TO SPEND YOUR LIFE LIKE THAT? YOU THINK YOU COULD MAKE IT LIKE THEM?" He snapped turing torwards me, he stepped closer to me, to try and intimate me I only looked up, crossed my arms and stepped closer to him. My eyes started to glaze over