"So you don't miss her?" Tiff asked
"Of course I do, I gotta put me first though. Tired of going through the motions with someone I give my all to. She had a whole baby on me, I'm the last of her concern. She got a family to take care of." I say
"Understandable, but you know she loves you the most." Diamond says
"Love isn't enough sometimes diamond. A relationship requires more than love!" I say

"Well, enough of the Mira talk. Let's roll up" Tiff says
"I'm witchu when you right." I said, yes I love god and I'm trying to change but smoking is a habit that's harder to break than people think. My mind was all over the place most times, a blunt always did me justice.

I started rolling up and Tiff started making a fruit bowl. I don't know whats son good about eating fruit when after smoking but lord it tasted ten times better.

I get a notification on my phone from this girl named Mari on instagram
"You beautiful , give me the chance to get to know you." the dm said
"Y'all know her?" I asked D and Tiff
"Girl I be seeing her round the city, but don't know much." Tiff said
"Same, she fine. Go text back!" Diamond said

One half of me wanted to text, other side didn't want to disrupt my peace. I texted back though Shidd. It went from a small convo on instagram to her getting my number. She was fine and seemed cool, why not?

We sat in my back yard and smoked 2 blunts, just chatting about any and everything. Girl talk was very essential for my life, I love my friends.

6:15 p.m.
Now it was time for dinner, I needed to find an outfit. Me and this Mari girl been texting a couple hours, she a vibe. We got plans to catch lunch tomorrow!

"So what y'all wearing?" I asked Diamond and Tiff on the phone
"Simple vibes, I'm hungry as hell so I'm finna chow down." Tiff said

I threw on a two piece set and curled my hair, I was hungry so I'm ready to go now.
"Okay I'm headed to the place, see y'all there." I said hanging up and getting in the car
I turn on some Summer Walker and put the location in my phone. About 5 minutes into my drive Mari FaceTimed me.

"Hey" I say smiling, sitting my phone in the holder
"Hey pretty girl, you headed to dinner?" She asked, showing her pretty dimples
"Yeah, I'm so hungry, I pray they have some good ass food. Your dimples pretty as hell." I say
"Thankyou baby & where you going? I might can suggest you something." She said
"We going to that Hibachi and Grill place on 49, I don't know the name." I said
"I know where you going, get the fried sushi" she said
"And it better be good Mari" I said laughing
"It will be, I'm paying anyways." She said
"Paying? Girl ima pay for myself!" I say turning into the place
"No, I'm paying. Let me show you that I actually want you." She said

Baby I have NO OBJECTIONS! NONE.
"Well damn, okay you coming hard baby" I said laughing
"I'm supposed to the fuck!" She said smiling
"I'm here now, ima text you soons we sit down!" I said
"Okay bye beautiful" she said and I smiled

Spending a li money on the first day? Okay baby this a lil too good, but I'm just going with the flow of course. I walked in the restaurant and looked for my friends and table. I see everyone but then.. I see Mira also. What is this set up? The hell is going on?

"Hey y'all" I say sitting down next to Rich
"Hey Nu" they replied
Everyone kept they conversations going but I'm still confused on why I'm sitting across the damn table from my ex? So of course I text the girls.

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