2/18/24
just a dump of suppressed feelings...
can I start off by saying you are a complete fool.
a blithering idiot that only sabotages everything dear to you.
let me just ask
what kind of person pushes away love?
what kind of person gets annoyed when shown care?
for fucks sake he isnt mom
you don't have to get defensive
why are you pushing away
why are you putting up a fight
why are you putting up walls
why are you shutting down
you're gonna lose the only thing worth fighting for right now
all cause of some unsolved issues you have in your heart
you are prideful
you are mean
you are stupid
you are selfish
i wonder if you deserve anything at all
grow up
be an adult
your childhood was close to none, oh well
cry about it, you're an adult now
you cant go back.
and if you can't stop these emotions
just learn to hide em better
for his sake
you get worse when you miss him
you get more snappy
who tf does that.
you literally cannot express any emotions
cause your mouth gets dry
and its like its glued shut
just speak damnit speak
idk why it's so hard
everytime he expresses the slightest emotion
you go on and get upset
start to cry and make him feel bad
about saying anything at all
stupid stupid
stupid
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Unspoken Thoughts I
شِعرSome of these poems are old poems that I had written a long time ago and some are new. I write poems whenever I feel inspired so expect slow updates to this book, however please enjoy! best ratings: #1 thoughts #1 thoughtful
