I don't know what emotions to feel
Cause I'm finally here next to him
The boy I think about late at night
The boy I stalk on social media waiting for a reply
The boy my friends ship me with but my ego won't let me admit
Admit that even though I pass him by like a stranger
Something tells me to set myself free
Tell him how many times he's been my thought when I listened to love songs
Tell him how many times I've seen a tiktok and wanted to send him a video or tag him
But my darling is in love with another who is as beautiful as the ocean
Another who doesn't overthink every single word he says
Another who has themselves together when he is walking by
Another who isn't me...
