WHAT THEY SEE

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WHAT THEY SEE

HARLEM BANKS
SEPTEMBER 17th, 2023.
SUNDAY 5:43 pm

LAYING DOWN IN my bed I was scrolling down my Instagram feed, trying to take my mind off of everything at the moment.

My unborn baby, Dakari, honesty, and the abortion pills sitting on my nightstand next to me.

I was so scared to do it by myself, but I couldn't have anybody else knowing about this except for me. I didn't know it would be so nerve wracking up until I was about to take it.

I had to back track and think about what I was doing. Of course I had to take it because I couldn't have a child by who my baby's father was.

So, like always I was on social media in order to feel better about myself, and take my mind off of the things that was going on in my real life, because cause I was very much puzzled.

How did I let boring ass honesty come and swoop in and fuck my nigga?

The shit was beyond me. It's crazy because I know she can't fuck him better then me either. She just seem like the type to only want to fuck in missionary and call it making love or some shit.

Maybe I needed to act more like her lame ass or some shit.

On the real though, I felt like my Instagram was trynna talk to me because babies kept popping up on my explore page. I felt like it was trying to come for me or something, but I couldn't have this baby.

Huffing, I put my phone down. "This is some bullshit. I can't think." I closed my eyes for a second, talking to myself as I took deep breath.

Getting up from my bed, I made my way over to my closet figuring I could go to the beach or something to just get away from everybody and everything.

I started looking for a cute bathing suit since I had a lot. I liked to keep them hung up in my closet for easy access and better display.

Once I laid my eyes on my white and blue Dior two piece bikini that had a white knitted cover up dress that was tight and hugged the curves around my body so it was cute too me.

Getting it, I walked over to my full sized bed and placed it down on top, right when my room door bursted open and I jumped.

"Bitch you scared the fuck outta me! What's wrong with you!" I shouted at my sister valerie who had rosie clinging to her hip as always.

My eyes lingered on rosie for a little, taking in her pretty facial features. She was really a pretty baby. One of the cutest I had ever seen.

"Harlem!" Valerie looked like she was catching her breath. "They just called me and said —" she paused like she was having a hard time saying it.

"What?" I frowned inching closer to her. I was scared she heard something about Dakari or something and that made my heart pound.

"It's roveon! He's...I don't even know! He's in the hospital." Tears streamed from her face making me feel bad.

No matter what he did to her, she still loved him the same. In my opinion her ass would give her right lung to save him knowing she would die. I didn't see why considering when she was in the hospital because of him he didn't give a fuck to show up, or even call.