Consuming thoughts-A book containing all of my deep thoughts about life.

Why tf am I like this???🙂

I'm feeling like im taking advantage of my friends...I feel like im toxic and that im using them because of my mental unstability, i feel like I'm becoming the monster Who used me for four Years on school, i feel like im the worst friend that exist, i feel like I dont deserve the attention, my friends or even a realtionship because im so toxic im afraid ill hurt people and make them go through the same things i did and i dont want that to happen because i know how it feels like and I dont want them to cry and suffer Because of my pathetic behaviour...Please.....help me get my thoughts and health together..... i'm Begging, God, Take Me Away....i'm slowly thinking who am I praying for?..