Internal...Damages

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I question at times

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I question at times

What it is that you envision in me

I seem to represent something to you

I seem like a anti-hero , someone with many faults yet somehow none at all

How is it that from something as torn as a picture that was taken by two

No longer one

It's gone

How can something so bittersweet be viewed through such loving lenses

Yet something so beaten up further then a wooden baseball bat

Taken to a hydraulic press only to be squished down to nothing remaining but a prince rupert's drop

A small drop that could withstand only so much until it is smashed to pieces by the thinnest end of it all

You are far worse beaten, all the remaining pieces of you simply float away

There's a search party going on but there's no one to have yet to find you

Only to find the pieces scattered around like an easter egg hunt

The search party is over

They have given up

Although one remains

It's much harder, but he has refused to give up

Not noticing you are further beneath ground level

The scenery starts to shift as he is now sinking in quicksand

Now everything moves at a certain pace

But he moves in a panicked state

Watching you as your fragile body seems as its in place, such a peaceful yet burdened look on your face

He starts to go after you with frantic movements but all the quicksand is withholding him back

He realizes the hourglass is starting to drain as he tries countless things to get to you

It's now been a while

Mentally he seems closer

His hallucinations grow stronger

As it now seems he has finally reached you

But he doesn't know you are sinking in deeper

Meanwhile he is still at the surface

You see him one last time

As his eyes are closed with a smile on his face, tears streamed down his face as his hallucinations bring him peace, his head now creating a safe place for him, he now believes he is finally with the girl he has swore to save, the girl he has wanted since the day he has been born

Though the sad truth is, you guys are apart

She is now beaten worse

Her hurt only delves deeper

But his is far past that point

Many failed attempts

Attempts of him to save her

He respawns

Its a loop

A painful videogame

They both share a pain

But she's sinking down

And he is the only one trying to save her

Without anyone to save him

But his character was customized that way

Their both losing themselves

But their hourglasses are not draining at the same rates

Will he save her?

Will she be saved?

He sees her pain

All she asked is to be seen

But is it enough for her?

He seems to see it is not

He continues to try and do more then just save her

Is there anything left of him?

No one questions if he was even taught these things

They cannot see through  him

Like a tainted  glass

Only he can see from within

Only he can see others

Suffering only seems to exist for others, but not him it seems

He reads and sees her

Even as he's lost, he still has that vision of her beaten up to an unexplainable cause

She does not deserve this

He knows it

She sees that he tries and fails

He tries and makes it worse

He's become the hydraulic press but he did not want to

He finds himself lost within his own head 

She is still beaten up

What will happen next? 

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