I don't want

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I don't fight for myself, I fight through this depression and empty feeling to make others happy and not worry about me.

I smile and laugh so no one knows that I'm going insane and drowning in my dark thoughts.

I help others so they don't feel how I feel everyday.

I don't want anyone to think "What would it be like if I just ended it all right now?", like I do everyday.

I don't want anyone carving their skin to feel Alive, like I do everyday.

I don't want anyone to feel lonley in a crowded place, like I do everyday.

I don't want anyone thinking that they have no one to help them, like I do everyday.

I don't want anyone to lose faith in thenselves, like I did.

I don't want anyone to attempt to kill themselves, like I did.

I don't want anyone to feel worthless and sad, like I do everyday.

I don't want anyone feeling how I feel...

(g.r)

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