Poems/Quotes

Fight

Do you want to fight through being unhappy?

No one does, if you looked up how many teens have committed suicide then you'd know how many didn't want to fight through this.

I don't either I don't have the street or energy to.

But I think about everyone in my life, the good and bad and notice that I'm taking my pain away, yeah but I'm not making it vanish I'm just giving it to others that care for me or know me.

I wouldn't rest peacefully if I knew that.

That's why when i tried to kill myself I stopped and I realised all this...

I want to have kids and fall in love and do all the things that I can't do now as a broke lazy teenager.

There truly is so much to live for.

I want to feel the rush of growing old and being reckless. Weirdly enough i can't wait to have responsibilities but I can't feel all that if I end my life.

I want to be a mom and give my kids such an amazing life and make sure they don't feel how I feel everyday. If they do start feeling how I feel I'm glad I know how it's like so I can be there for them and help them unlike the people in my life.

That's why I try to fight through this.

(g.r)