songfic tcf

Are You Satisfied?- marina and the diamonds

since alberu had sing to him cale can't help but feel weird like it's comforting but strange

so he tried to take a different perspective and damm he doesn't completely understand

so now at night he stare at the ceiling his brain trying fully register what it meant because he think he understands but does he..?

he look at the children sleeping next to him and carefully step out of the bed, he walked down the hall as he watch the pillar that sealed the path to the eastern continent

he thought and decided that just singing about what happened might help him understand completely

unaware that the children followed him

I was pulling out my hair the day he got the deal
Chemically calm

the children decided that the others should know of this but since it's late at night they just settle for raon to record it for later on

their father had a problem with a deal? but he isn't the type to lose advantage on them

cale truly had been close to pull his hair that day but he been calm and accepted it easily what else could he do?

Were we meant to feel happy
That our life was just about to change?

the children had noticed at this point that he was talking about him and someone else

they thought about the lyrics and proceeds to thought was he talking of him and the original cale henituse? cale never told them the details and only talked about the general picture so they don't really know what to think or what happened

One life pretending to be
The dog who got the cream
Oh, everybody said,
"young master cale is a trash ."

the confirmation that he was talking of the original cale but he also talk about himself that way so they're not really sure

but how dare they say that about their guardian! cale is a caring and gentle person, he just doesn't openly show it

People like to tell you what you're gonna be
It's not my problem if you don't see what I see
And I do not give a damn if you don't believe

it's true cale henituse or kim rok soo never really cared about people opinion
both of them had to live, find a way to move forward or they would have die

so people's opinion aren't something that they will take into consideration

My problem, it's my problem
That he never was happy
It's my problem, it's my problem
On how fast I will succeed

in the end it is his problem because he taken his identity beside he made a promise to kim rok soo

he have to protect and take care of them

Are you satisfied with an trashy life?
Do we need to lie to make our way in life?

cale and rok soo never minded it's was convenient for the reputation of his family they could take the sacrifice of such remarks from the peoples

High achiever don't you see
Rok soo, nothing comes for free
They say I'm a control freak
Driven by a greed to succeed
Nobody can stop me

the children thought despite themselves that's it is true nobody could stop him from whatever he planning
and it's is frustrating because he always end up hurting himself

Cause it's my problem
If I wanna pack up and run away

and he did run away, he leaves the houses and end up creating his own home with his people around him

It's my business if I feel the need to
Smoke and drink and sway

it is but nobody had ever reprimanded the 15 years old cale when he started so they have no right to force him to stop nowadays

It's my problem, it's my problem
If I feel the need to hide
And it's my problem if I had no friends
And felt like he want to die

did he? it was the impression he had of him some time like he couldn't do it anymore and was on verge of killing himself

the children share a gasp, a silent one their father figure met someone ready to kill themselves.

he clearly wasn't talking about him so they wonder does his suicidal tendency was some kind of inheritance for his fomer friends who killed themselves?

Are you satisfied with an trashy life?
Do I need to lie to make my way in life?

this time with cale talking about himself, questioning his ways but he will continue lying to whoever doesn't knows the true

Are you satisfied with an easy ride
Once you cross the line
Will you be satisfied?

he doesn't know and doesn't dare to break the terrible truth to those whose believe it is him and rok soo isn't known to them

Sad inside
In this life
Unsatisfied praying
Sad inside
In this life
Unsatisfied waiting

he look nostalgic at this that the children can't figure out how they should feel about it, glad it's the past? or afraid of the outcome on theirs dad?

Are you satisfied with an average life
Do he need to lie to make his way in life

this time he talks about who they assume is the original cale henituse
in a way they ressemble each other due to the way he talked about him similar to how he does to himself

Are you satisfied with an easy ride
Once we cross the line
Will we be satisfied?

will both of them be satisfied now that they had cross the line of life itself? only time will tell but none of them are regretting it right now

Black, white
(Are you satisfied, are you satisfied?)
Black, white
(Are you satisfied, are you satisfied?)
Black, white
(Are you satisfied, are you satisfied?)
Black, white
(Are you satisfied, are you satisfied?)

the song end with the echo of both the corridor and the elementals who tried to participate

the children seeing this end the recording and rush toward where they were in the bed, cale join them a few minute later unaware of the consequences that will happen in the future
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request from @Lemon_10v3r
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it is honestly more difficult to make this request as i had frist through, i couldn't find the right context to make it fit inside this fic so it had taken a lot of time but here it is finally finished
so i hope you enjoy it while i work on the next chapter

-your dear author