forever waiting [a khunfany story]

eighteen

The next day it was kinda awkward. Nobody was saying a single word. It's finally recess and when they were about to walk to the cafeteria suddenly Nichkhun collapse. All the kids is shock and stop at whatever they were doing. Tiffany then kneeles down and shake him as he says his name again and again but he didn't move a bit. She starts crying and tells her classmate to call the teacher and so she did. Then Mr. Park comes and disband all the other students. He then carries him into his car and Tiffany follow

"Mr. Park please let me come.." she said between her tears. He then thinks for a while before nodding his head. She sits on the middle and Nichkhun is laying his head on her thigh. He quickly drives to the nearest hospital and she keeps caressing his hair on the way. When they arrives he quickly brings him to inside the hospital and they quickly bring him to the emergency room. Mr. Park then calls his parents and after a few minutes they comes with a worried expression. They sees Tiffany waiting in front of the emergency room with her puffy red eyes. They walk to her and seat next to her. His mother starts to cry and Tiffany hugs her and caresses her back. After a while the doctor comes out and they all immediately stand up

"Mr. Horvejkul has been transferred to room 285" he said and they thank him and immediately go to his room. He is still unconscious and she runs to him and hugs him crying. His mother is in his father's arm crying

"Nichkhun-ssi.. Please wake up.." She said and cries. They decides to sleep in and she already calls her parents and they gives her permission since tomorrow is alredy weekend. They drop her some clothe and his mother sleeps at the couch with his father. Tiffany sleeps on a chair next to his bed. After a few hours everyone is already asleep and suddenly she feels something moving. She wakes up and blinks a couple of time. She looks at his hand and his fingers are slowly moving. She startles and whispers

"Ni-nichkhun?" She asked as she looks sincerely at him

"Fany.." He replies and she directly hugs him and cries. She waits a couple of moment and still hugs him

"I.. I can't breath.." He said and chuckles. She let go of her hug and she has all this question on her mind

"W-what happend to you?" She asks him and let a tear. He sigh before opening his mouth

"Actually.. Last time before we left the hospital.. The doctor wasn't just giving me medicine.. He told me that because the hit was very hard.. It has damage my head.." He said and she starts to cry louder. Good thing his parents are still asleep.

"I didn't dare to tell you because i'm afraid you would cry like this.. And i never found the right moment to tell you.. I.. I'm sorry.." He said and wipes her tears. He let a tear falls

"Why didn't you tell me?" She cries and hit him a couple of times. He let her cry for some more minutes until she's finally tired.

"Sshh.. Uljima.. I'll be ok.. Just go back to sleep.." He said and flashes his sweetest smile. She then pecks his cheek and holds his hand before dozing back to sleep.

The next morning it's already 6 AM and she opens her eyes. She blinks a couple of time to adjust the light from the window. Suddenly she feels that she hold something cold. Really cold. She looks at him and he's paler than usuall. She then puts her finger in front of his nose but she didn't feel anything. She starts to get worried and screams his name and shakes him again and again but he didn't move an inch. His parents then wake up due to her scream and looks at her crying and shaking their son's body. They approaches her and asks her

"He.. He is not breathing.." She said betweet her tears. His parent start to shake his body gently

"Honey? Honey.. Come on wake up.." His mother said softly. But he still lays there frozen. Tiffany starts to press the nurse button frantically and cries harder. Then the nurse and the doctor comes in and she immediately tells them that he is not breathing. The doctor the checks his breathing and pulse until he lowers his head

"I.. I'm sorry.. But Mr. Horvejkul has passed away.." The doctor said. Tiffany's mind went blank she could't process anything. The doctor's word replies at her head again and again but she stills can't believe a single word he's saying

"Nichkhun-ssi.. The doctor said you're dead.. He's joking right? Come on wake up prove him that his wrong!" She said and continue crying. But he didn't flinch a bit. His mother is crying in his father's arm. Tiffany then falls on her knees crying. She starts to has this flashbacks with him and as every flashback came to her, her crying is getting louder also. The doctor and the nurse just keep their head low knowing what it feels like for her. She cries and cries until the doctor brings a white cloth and closes his body and face.

The next day it's his funeral. A lot of people came. His family, his football team, his class mates, and some of the teacher. They start to give speaches but Tiffany didn't hear any of them she just keeps crying over and over but she realise her crying is no use. Her crying isn't gonna bring him back. The funeral then finally comes to an end and all the guest starts to leave. Tiffany is still there in front of his tomb alone. She cries harder and harder. She couldn't believe the person she spent most of the time with is already gone

"Pabo ya.. How can you leave me alone? You know i really need you.. I.. I'm such a fool for believing Luhan more than you.. I'm such a fool for neglecting you at those times.. I hate myself" she said and cries

"You know i cared about you the most.. Please know.. I will always be here for you.. Waiting for you.. Always.. And.. And i love you i'm sorry i can't tell you this earlier.." She said and lays her head on his tomb stone for a while before finally kiss his tom stone and stands up

"You will always be my forever"