I still remember the first time Y/n and I made love.
"I'm going to kiss you now and when you're ready for it tap my shoulder two times."
She smiles.
"I love you, sweetheart."
"I love you, Gray."
I kiss her on the cheek.
She taps my shoulder two times.
And then...
We become one.
"So, what do you we have to do?!" Sarah says.
"You, me, and Y/n are going to have a movie day! We just have to get snacks and drinks. Also, we have to get the couch ready with blankets."
"Yay! I'll go tell Y/n!" She smiles and goes to run.
I catch her in my arms before she can go.
"I don't think so young lady. It's a surprise." I tickle her.
"Okay fine I won't tell her!" She says a pretend grumpy face.
I tickle her again.
She giggles.
"What's going on?" Y/n asks as I lift her off the bed.
"We are going to have a movie day."
"Oh."
"Expecting something else?" I glance at her.
Her cheeks redden.
"N-no." She looks away.
I place her down, Sarah to her left and me to her right.
I press play on Jaws, her favorite movie.
"Jaws! Yes!" She says excited.
"Is it scary?" Sarah asks her.
"Oh, I hadn't thought...Grayson we may have to change it." She says to me.
"No, I like scary movies!" Sarah smiles.
It's a little...a little unnerving how she's smiling about that.
"You looked excited, Sarah." Y/n says laughing.
"I am!" Sarah smiles proudly.
"Okay, we shall see then." I say.
"That was a good movie!" Y/n says.
"I mean we have watched it like once a week for years." I say.
"Yeah, we...haven't done that in a while."
I nod.
Silence.
"Oh, would you look at that, Sarah fell asleep. I guess she really likes scary movies."
"Now that is scary." I say.
She laughs.
More silence.
"Y/n-" I begin.
"Let's just put on the next one." She says stopping me.
I nod.
We fell asleep.
I gasp as I wake up.
I had a nightmare.
About what happened a few weeks ago with Y/n.
She was laying on my chest and immediately wakes up.
"Grayson! What is it? Are you okay?"
Her hands found my cheeks as she looks down at me, still laying on my chest.
I look up at her unable to speak.
She's...
"Captivating." I say.
"Wha- what's captivat-"
And I crash my lips on hers.
Molding together perfectly she melts into the kiss. Her lips are soft against mine. Perfect.
"Grayson I-"
Our lips are back together.
It's amusing how we've made out twice now, and have yet to talk about what happened.
"I can't!" She pulls away.
A tear is falling down her soft cheek.
"We can't keep doing this," she says loudly but whisper yells so she doesn't wake Sarah. "We can't do this."
She stands and carrying Sarah, and leaves the room.
I'm so stupid.
Authors note:
I'm really debating on whether she should be pregnant or not!!
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