The Emptiness She Holds

Specialized meatloaf?

Feeling the cushion and looking around I fell more in love

Spending that money was so worth it

I inserted the key into the ignition and started the car

It roared to life causing goosebumps to scatter along my arms

I was excited loving the feeling of the rush and the way it worked under my finger tips

Though there it was....the feeling of nervousness settled into a Rhythm that my heart followed

Although I don't remember the effects that car accident had on me...my body does

My fingers get tingly as I wrap them around the steering wheel

It's better to have no memories of it though...

Ignoring the heavy feeling I nodded towards the lady and ushered a quick " Thanks" as I backed out of the garage gates

I took the whole turn around the building as I finally made it onto the front of the parking lot where I saw my brothers car still parked in place

I reved the engine as I got closer signaling them that I was finished

Elias got out the drivers door with a stunned expression on his face as he laid his eyes on my car

"Wow you got yourself a beauty" he said running his hand over the bumper

The rest of the brothers eyed it up and down and agreed

"I know so don't stare too long you'll mark it with a piece of your ugliness " I said sticking my tongue out playfully

Elias only shaked his head and put his arms up in retreat

"Well we're do you wanna shop for your school supplies " he said

"Let's check out Downtown" I said eyeing all the brothers

"Wait now I can get that new skateboard!" Anthony said delighted about my suggestion

Everyone else just shrugged there shoulders and got back in the car

"Wait wait Silas go with Blair" Elias said making everyone stop in their tracks

"What!?" Me and Silas yelled out at the same time

Elias only rolled his eyes as if we were children

"Blair you can't go by yourself because your literally a target so just for now while your driving your new car Silas will accompany you"

"Hell nah" I said flat out staring deadly at Silas while he stared back with the same intensity

"Guys please" Elias said face palming

"I can protect myself thank you very much-" I said ignoring their gaze

"Oh yea? You couldn't protect yourself when that bitch almost killed you" Silas said laughing lowly In a dark tone

My eyes were stone dark as I snapped my gaze back towards him

"Do me a favor and Shut the fuck up" I said gritting my teeth

"You just stood there, helpless and defenseless as she lunged for you" he said testing the waters

Before I could say anything Daniel beat me to it "ENOUGH!" He yelled breaking the thick tension

"I'll go with Blair and I'll call if anything suspicious happens, now let's get our asses in these damn cars before I make each and every one of you eat my specialized meat loaf!" Daniel said with a serious look

Almost Immediately each boy made a gagging face and rushed inside the car of Elias

Daniel turned around and opened the passenger door to my car before sitting down and buckling himself

He looked at me and eyed me "buckle yourself" he said in a serious tone

I quickly grabbed the belt and strapped it across my chest making sure it clicked

I kept eyeing him totally caught off guard by the whole situation

"Are you gonna drive or do I have to do that for you too?" He asked in a cheery voice that snapped me out of my thoughts

"I-I yes? " I said stuttering 'was this dude bipolar, what the hell' i thought to myself before pressing the pedal and driving out the exit and into the main road

"I think you'll love my Specialized meatloaf Blair " Daniel said in a very evil scientist voice

Help me(eternally crying)

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