Three weeks later
Over the past three weeks, I've been avoiding Zeiden and Adrian because I have too much on my mind to handle right now.
I was expecting to come in 2015 with no drama but now it is just too much and I don't know what to do anymore.
I need to ask for help, but the only people who know my secret are currently out of town. Cole is performing at a concert in Ohio, and Gabriella is in Argentina for fashion week. The other two people who are still here are teenagers, and I don't feel comfortable asking them for advice.
Honestly there have to be someone I should ask- actually no what fuck it I am calling one of them and I hope that they answer.
I tried calling Cole and Gabriella for eleven minutes, but their phones went to voicemail. Just as I was becoming increasingly frustrated, I received a text message.
Gabriella: Just got your voicemail so what's wrong?
Me: It is a lot but you are really busy so maybe when you come back, we could talk.
Having cousins that understands you and really helpful to you is a good thing and shouldn't/'t be wasted at all.
Gabriella: I have an hour to spare. Please tell me what's on your mind.
Me: Have you ever had a guy tried or kissed you when you are dating someone?
Gabriella: Never in my life, did that happen to you?
I was anticipating her response to be either yes or no since she has male friends whom she considers as brothers, and they consider her as a sister as well. In my opinion, there is nothing wrong with a boy and a girl being friends, so I don't understand why some people make a big deal out of it.
Speaking of friends, I know she has two friends named Clayton and Jace who are really cute. However, they are both straight males and not really my type. Also, I have only met them once. I am not sure why I am getting sidetracked right now. Let me just text Gabby back.
Me: Yeah, it really came out of nowhere.
I told her everything well not everything just some parts of what happened since the rest is something Zeiden should tell anyone about not me.
Gabriella: You can't avoid Zeiden that long and you should try to talk to him.
Me: Are you sure?
Gabriella: Yeah I am sure, and this is my opinion but stop being friends with that Adrian guy because you don't want him to try to ruin your relationship more.
She is really not wrong about that and besides the friendship I had with Adrian is really not there anymore.
Me: Yeah I know but thanks.
Gabriella: No problem.
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5:23 pm
I was standing in front of his apartment, and my heart was beating so fast that I couldn't control it.
All I have to do is ring the doorbell or knock on the door, but the decision right now is just made me want to leave and never come back.
"Justin."
I turned around when I heard someone called my name and I saw him standing front of me.
I could tell that he just came back from the gym because he was wearing gym clothes , and his body was sweaty. His hair was also messed up, and he was holding a gym bag and a water bottle.
"What are you doing here?" Zeiden asked.
"I need to talk to you." I says.
"Okay sure." He spoke.
