𝙋𝙀𝙍𝙁𝙀𝘾𝙏- 𝙋𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙤 𝙂𝙖𝙫𝙞

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Emily's POV

I didn't know what to do i think i broke his heart again i didn't mean to i just wanted explain what happened but when the time came i couldn't get anything out it's like my voice wasn't there i felt useless I don't deserve him not that i ever did he has a partner already and i have mine that i ike so much i believe we were just phase in each others lifes we wern't meant to be together and if we did our chances were gone 

"Anybody see Pablo"yelled Xavi

"I'm here we can start"he said out of nowhere

"Okay firstly can we all give a round of applause for our special guest Emily" he said as they all clapped 

"okay i need to go train the dogs"he joked 

"Really funny Xavi"i said as he glared at me sarcastically 

"But seriously please behave yourselfs especially you Pablo"he glared at him seriously 

"What did i do?"he tried defending himself

"Just don't cause a problem Pablo"he sighed

"Okay guys let's start but just incase some of you didn't read the memo this shoot is going to recorded on youtube as well so don't do anything stupid "she said looking directly at me 

"Okay sarah you have to admit it was funny"i said as she looked confused 

"Who here found Emily asking the camera is they wanted to see the boobs funny"she asked as i turned around and gave everyone a look

"See"i said to all of them putting their hands up 

"Just don't do it again please"she begged

"I'll think about it"i said as she gave me a look

"Fine"i sighed

In my defense i was joking i mean i have a boyfriend why would i ever do that unless... anyways Pablo has been quiet i wanted to talk to him but i just couldn't so i decided to wait until he did which i doubt will happen i feel as coming back here was a mistake and moving here would be an even bigger one i can't break his heart again not the way i did last time i need to stop being selfish and put somebody else before me for once i think i made my decision

"bo-"i interupped her 

"The same thing everyime ughh"i yelled bored as everyone looked at me including Pablo

"Emily were trying to shoot"she said trying to continue

"I know but c'mon aren't you bored of the same thing everytime"i said while everyone looked at me 

"Emily please just let us start"begged sarah

"Saved by the bell"i said reffering to my phone ringing

"Thank lord"she mumbled loud enough for me to hear before leaving the shoot

"Hello baby how are you?"he said as i giggled

"We talked a few hours ago?"i said confused

"i know but i miss you" he smiled through the camera

"I miss you too"i repeated

"So what are you doing?"he asked

"uh no i" i said getting nervous

"What"he laughed as i chuckled in nervouness

"Jude if i told you something would you be mad?"i said as his smiled dropped

"And what might that be?"he said nervous i knew what he thought i was going to say and i felt bad cause he shouldn't feel that way

"Don't worry it not that you need to stop overthinking, I Love You" i said as he smiled again