The rainy skies are finally looking clear. The soapy ground is now hard.
The words that I couldn't even think of putting in my mind now play like that of a broken record. The love that am slowly learning to give to myself oh how peaceful that joy within is for I no longer care what others might say.
I no longer wish to meet the expectations they have set upon me,
For those are like bounds holding me down wishing never to release me,
Wishing to take the freedom from within my grasp that I so desperately desire.
Am finding myself the words keep on repeating
As I remembered all those quotes that I often see but refused to believe for I thought it was lies lies came to break me and forsake me for which I could not bear to take those lies,
lies that would leave me in shambles if my most treasured one were to disappear.
I am finding myself I can now proudly say with my head held high
no longer looking to the ground as I walk
no longer hiding myself within this shell of mine to protect me from the hurt of having to live to these expectations set on me.
I am finding myself no longer am I like that river flowing deep no longer am I the girl that goes deep within herself no for I am finding myself the girl that stands proudly on the mountain as she screams at the top of her lungs " I am finding myself!".
I am finding myself, for I have become that girl that blocks out all that negativity the girl that tries to find the beauty within the ugliest of things.
I am finding myself, the love that was once theirs is now finally directed at myself, the love that was once created by others is now created by my two hands.
For I am finding my self I now know that loving myself is the best way to go no matter how selfish it may seem to them for the feelings they have neglected I have started giving to myself the hate that I held onto I now realise cause it was only harming me.
The negativity and hate now a shallow memory buried deep within for once again I can proudly say
I. Am. Finding. Myself.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
Poetry of The Soul
PoesíaWelcome to "Poetry of the Soul," a collection that weaves the intricate tale of heartbreak, resilience, and the poignant journey towards self-love. In these verses, emotions are laid bare, echoing the universal language of pain and the profound heal...
