Doors open.

When youre sober.

Me
Oh
No he hasn't, I'm sorry.
I'm sure it's family stuff!

Astoria.
Must be, he never really talks about it with me.
Or anything really.

Me
Oh, that's tough.

Astoria.
It's usually just us, in his room, messing around. Or he's smoking. Quite one he is, really.

Me
Yeah sure he's quite.
I'll talk to him, okay?

Astoria.
Thanks girl!
(Read)

Mattheo.🚫
3:02 p.m

Me
Please fucking restrain your girlfriend from texting me about how much you guys mess around.
Seriously? Gross.

Mattheo.🚫
???
What do you mean?

Me
And talk to the girl for Merlin's sake. She's your girlfriend, Mattheo.

Mattheo🚫
I'm lost??

Me
She thinks something's wrong with you, so do me a favor and talk to her more.
She figured I would know from how much we "talk"
Which will be stopping, by the way
So you stay off my phone, and keep her off it too.
I don't need the visual of you fucking her in my head.

Mattheo.🚫
Why?
Wish it was you?

Me
You're the only one who wishes that.

Mattheo.🚫
I know you wish Theo was me.
I see it in your eyes, yn.

Me
Get a fucking grip
And go talk to your girlfriend.

I stormed out of my room, desperately needing to blow off steam. I found my self at Enzo's dorm door. Somewhere I went often when I was down.

I didn't bother knocking, we were past that.

"Yn?!" He jumped, I must've startled him.

"Hi enz." I sighed, throwing my self on his bed.

"You alright there?" He questioned, throwing him self on his bed next to me.

"Oh yeah. Swell." I laughed.

"Don't lie to me!" He pushed a pillow into my face.

That was the worst part. I was lying to everyone, expect Pansy. Who wouldn't have even known i never slipped. I had to keep all of this inside, afraid of what they would all say or do.

We were all the best of friends, something like this could have the potential of fucking it up.

"I'm just stressed, I promise. My room felt too small, I needed a change." I huffed making my self comfortable in his bed.

"You know you're always welcome here, I think Theo will be back soon." He said winking at me.

"Oh no! Not you too!" I groaned, throwing the pillow over my face.

"Well it's a bit obvious!" He laughed.

"Expect its not! I am not into him what do ever. He's my friend." I rolled my eyes.

"You sure about that?" He raised his eye brows.

"Yes enz. I do all those same things with you too! You know it!"

"I suppose, maybe he's just the favorite then." He turned away.

"Jealous? Are we?" I laughed, throwing a pillow at him.