Now, I know something children cannot. Somehow good is never truly good and bad is never truly bad. Just like me. I wish we played another round on the other side, switched ends so you could see me for who I am. If I had told the story would I have been the villain? Would people whisper and threaten? Would you have been treated how I was? We shall never know.
No matter how many tears are shed and how much I pull my hair I cannot find anything in myself to forgive you. I cannot forget what you did. Make me be the villain when I was only the victim of your twisted game.
I cannot forgive but I will forget.
Drink after drink, the fiery liquid twists down my throat as my eyes water and stomach churns at the taste. Disgusting but effective. I knew this was bad, I knew I shouldn't do this. The feeling of being free of responsibility felt like a deal with the devil but I did not care. I did not care. I do not care. I've played all my cards.
I sit on my floor, tear stain tissues serenading me and only whispering to myself horselike with my raw throat, "I guess the games over friends, have fun playing without me"
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Poetrya beautifully inspiring accumulation of inspiring and relatable images, quotes and poems copied and pasted from my notes app which all regard the same common pattern of themes... what it is like to be a teenage girl
