Broken But Beautiful ( completed )

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I moved towards his room n knock on his door

Shehnaaz:- sidharth... sidharth

I didn't heard any of his response I knock again but no response so I twist knob of door n it get open

I slowly put my step in his room but cough loudly

it's slightly smoky....

I flash my hand infront of my face

n try to look him

he just come out from his washroom holding cigrate in his fingers

n my gaze fall on floor

there are lots of cigrate ashes fallen on floor ..many half burnt cigrates are there

n I get shocked looking his sweaty red face

don't know what happened him suddenly

just a minutes before he was consoling me... giving me strength....then what happened to him that he lost his sanity

I utter slowly

Shehnaaz:- si... sidharth

n he lift his gaze n git shocked

Sid :- b..baby tu yaha...

he hurriedly crush his half burn cigrate under his slippers

n flash his hand in air to hide smoke

Sid :- u go outside...it's not healthy for u n baby...I'll be back

I nod in no n look him angrily

Sid :- just go baby...zid mat kar...I'll be back after cleaning this

Shehnaaz:- why u did this

Sid's pov

She asked me why I did this...how will I tell her that she crush my heart...for what...even I don't know

but listening her last few words from her outbrust break my soul

she said she will continue to love my bhai till her last breath....

that pierced hundreds of needless in my heart

n I cruse myself

thinking...why the fuck I am feeling this

he not believing in love again break something inside me....

I come in room excusing myself reasoning about call...I pull my hairs sitting on beds edge

I feel like to shout in anger ...I push my face in pillow n shout in frustration without letting my noise go outside....

I ask myself about my feelings for her n answer is...yes I am attracted to her...I started liking her....her simplicity somehow win my heart

but....her decision

I can't even tell her about my brother's truth...she will feel broken more....n I can't see her like that..I am scared to face that

n If I hide she will continue loving him

sach batau na batau har meri hi hogi dono halat me...

Sid :- umm nothing just stressed about office work

Shehnaaz:- seriously sidharth itne stud bante ho sabke samne I know sab darte hi honge tumse office m bhi tum stress lene walo m se nahi Dene walo m se ho...sach sach batao

Sid :- chuckle

itna Jan ne lagi hai muze

she come n hold my wrist n pull me to sit on bed