Broken But Beautiful ( completed )

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I didn't utter anything understanding her state...I know she is feeling low on something n just want to console her don't want to agite her anger more

I continue to look at her face n here she realised her tone

Shehnaaz:- I..I am sry

Sid :- it's ok...sit

she didn't move but I pulled her beside me n she land on sofa

I rub her back of palm holding in my hands

Sid :- kis chiz ke bare m soch rahi ho baba.... what happened

I bend my face little to look at her face coz she is lowering her gaze looking in her lap

I rub her back of palm

Shehnaaz:: I...I was feeling guilty

Sid :- for what

Shehnaaz:- for troubling u...for troubling everyone

n she again sob n I reduce the distance between us

Sid :- kaisa trouble baby

Shehnaaz:- just because I decided to keep this baby I hurt my parents.....I trouble them sticking to my decision....after them you take me wid u....n to just save my respect in the eyes of this society you give me title of your wife......

sirf logo ki jali kati bate unki soch mere liye gandi na ho isliye tumne sabke samne muze apni wife ka darja diya....meri wajase tumko ye sab sehna pad raha hai...mene tumhari mushkile bada di....I am sry...m sharminda hu jo mene Kiya uske liye.... I am really sry for troubling u....

the moment she finished what she is feeling

I hug her....

tightly

really tightly

may be she was lost in her emotions so she didn't stopped me

Sid :- u are not Shehnaz....trust me meri jaan

I use sweet names to call her not because I used them for all... it's my habit...no...I call her by that name coz I feel to call her wid those names

she again sob

Shehnaaz:- bahot buri hu m sidharth... bahot jada.....sabko pareshan kar rahi hu....

I will not forgive myself..ever...

Sid :- kuch pareshan nahi kiya baba tumne....mene kabhi bola tumhe that ur burden for me...kabhi kuch bola...nahi na...q khudse sab assume kr rahi ho...m nahi samjta tumko koi pareshani...mene khud decide kiya tha to take u wid me....tum nahi aayi thi mere pass ..m aaya tha....

Shehnaaz:- majboori m right agar ye galti krti hi nahi m...toh

Sid :- shhhhh... don't call that baby a mistake...

n she calm down suddenly n broke the hug

I cup her face moving my fingers in her hairs above her ear

I wipe her face wid my big palm

her face is looking more cute n adorable in that redness on her face n her whole face fit in my one palm...she is super cute..I chuckled in my mind

Sid :- u are giving birth to one little soul....tum sabse jada pure ho.... don't degrade yourself....n m aj keh raha hu....aage bhi kahunga....tum kabhi bhi burden nahi ho mere uper....ur going to give me heir of Thakur's.... I am glad that baby is growing in ur womb.... you are imparting values in that baby  ... your so precious baba....tumse better koi mumma ho hi nahi sakti thi.... isliye plz iss baby ko galti mat kaho...duniya kya kehti hai I don't give a fuck...ur and baby's health matter the most...plz aagese mat sochna that your burden.... pareshan kr rahi ho....agar koi bhi chiz tumhare aur aur baby ke liye best hai toh m aage bhi usko karunga without second thoughts....samji gadhi