Chapter 2: Realisation of Love

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Nanon's journey into the world of feelings for Ohm began in the vibrant chaos of the entertainment industry. They first crossed paths on the set of a popular Thai drama, where their characters shared a compelling on-screen camaraderie. However, it wasn't just acting that brought them together; it was the genuine connection that sparked behind the scenes.

It all started with a casual conversation in between takes. Ohm, known for his friendly and approachable demeanor, struck up a chat with Nanon about their shared interests. They discovered common hobbies, laughed at the same jokes, and slowly, a genuine friendship blossomed.

As their collaborations continued, Nanon found himself drawn to Ohm's charismatic personality. Ohm's passion for acting and his ability to light up any room with his presence left an indelible impression on Nanon. They became inseparable on set, often seen sharing snacks and inside jokes during breaks.

Despite their growing bond, Nanon kept his true feelings hidden, burying them deep within. He watched as Ohm dated girls, each relationship tugging at Nanon's heart. Jealousy crept in, an unwelcome emotion that Nanon struggled to reconcile with the supportive friend he portrayed on the surface.

Nanon would attend events with Ohm, clapping and cheering as his friend smiled alongside his latest girlfriend. Deep down, a pang of envy echoed in Nanon's heart, but he mastered the art of concealing it. He became the confidant, the friend who offered advice on love and relationships while wrestling with his own unspoken desires.

One evening, after an award ceremony where Ohm had accompanied his then-girlfriend, Nanon found himself alone in his apartment, battling a surge of conflicting emotions. He stared at the television screen, where Ohm's dazzling smile illuminated the red carpet.

Nanon whispered to himself, "You're his friend, Nanon. Keep it together."

But as the nights passed, so did the facade of friendship. Nanon couldn't escape the overwhelming realization that he had fallen for Ohm, and the line between friend and something more began to blur.

It wasn't until a heart-to-heart conversation with his friend Mark that Nanon decided to confront his feelings. Confused and vulnerable, he admitted, "I think I'm in love with Ohm."

Mark, wise and understanding, urged Nanon to be honest with himself and explore the depth of his emotions. Nanon, torn between fear and longing, knew it was time to acknowledge the truth.

In the following months, Nanon grappled with the complexity of his emotions. He continued to support Ohm in his endeavors, suppressing his own desires to preserve their friendship. Yet, every shared laugh, every comforting embrace, fueled the fire within Nanon's heart. But what else could he do? He wasn't brave enough to confess and ruin what they had. He couldn't bear to not be around Ohm and if maintaining their friendship by suppressing his feelings was the way to be around him then he would just hide it forever.

Years later, the news of the BL project reached Nanon like a whisper of fate, and a subtle thrill danced through him. It was an opportunity he hadn't dared to dream of - a chance to explore a different facet of his relationship with Ohm. As he absorbed the details of the project, a smile tugged at the corners of Nanon's lips, a secret joy swelling within him.

Nanon sat in his apartment, script in hand, imagining the scenes that awaited them. The prospect of portraying a couple with Ohm, even if it was fictional, sent a wave of warmth through his heart. The lines between reality and the script blurred in Nanon's mind as he envisioned the moments they would share on screen.

"I get to be his on-screen love," Nanon whispered to himself, the words a mix of disbelief and quiet celebration. For a fleeting moment, he allowed himself to be selfish, reveling in the thought of experiencing a love, even if only in the realm of acting.

As Nanon delved into the script, he found himself reading between the lines, searching for the nuances that would make their on-screen relationship feel authentic. The anticipation of those scripted kisses, the tender moments scripted in the pages before him - each word seemed to resonate with a deeper meaning.

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