Caim

- Chapter 25 -

"Nope, guess we haven't had a moment. Stuff always happens." I tell her. "I want it to happen soon, I don't think he will be hesitant," I joke.

"Yeah me neither he's always got an attitude when someone catches y'all getting close, he's so sassy sometimes," she laughs.

"Okay not to much on my man now," I warn.

"Sorry, my bad girl," she says holding in a laugh.

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Me and Silas will have sex tonight. I've decided. Every time we are together I always stop us, but it's time. I like him a lot and he likes me, so there's no reason not to do it.

Why do I feel so weird then? It feels like I'm trying to force this or something, which I kinda am but I don't wanna feel weird I just want this to go right.

I did everything. I showered, shaved, got some nice underwear and bras on. I'm very ready.

This is not my first time so that's not what I'm feeling weird about. It's just been a while, since I was like 18 or 19, but I'm not worried that I'll forget what to do.

I just don't want it to be weird or bad or Silas because I'm feeling weird.

I sitting here awkwardly on the bed without my clothes on waiting for him, i texted him like 2 minutes ago to come here.

"What did you need Réli?" He says opening the door but he stops seeing me. His eyes widen as he walks toward me.

"What's this for?" He purs coming closer and sitting next to me.

I climb on top of him and wrap my hands around his neck. "Why can't I just surprise my boyfriend?" I ask in a seductive tone.

"Personally I love surprises," he says before kissing me. His hands find my waist as the kiss deepens. His tongue takes over mine, leading me into a fast and hungry rhythm, he basically devours my face as he messily kisses me.

"Fuck Réli, you look so fucking good," he groans as I feel his cock slightly rise from under me.

His mouth latches onto my neck causing a satisfying feeling to run through my body and I let out a tiny moan. His tongue runs laps round the special spot on my neck as I feel one of his hands rising to undo my bra.

He skillfully removes it with one hand and throws it to the side of the room. His eyes scan over me, admiring my breasts, my face, really everything.

As if he snaps to his senses, he slowly moves his head down toward one of my boobs as he scoops it into his mouth while keeping his eyes on mine. My body tenses a little at this, I try to make sure he doesn't notice, but of course he does.

"We don't have to do this if you don't want to Réli," he pauses. "No, I want to. I guess I was just nervous because I want this to be good for you. I haven't done this in a long time," I explain.

"Réli, just looking at you pushes me to the edge. Don't even think for a second that you're not 'good enough' or anything even remotely like that. Let me worry about you," he says.

He licks at my nipple, coating it in his saliva as I close my eyes. "Look at me Tesoro," he demands.
My eyes slowly open as I whimper.