wilhelm x oc

chapter 7- roadtrip💞

oh my GOD. i forgot about this, and logged back in and remembered!! The support is incredible and i'm feeling very inspired rn after reading mt last parts, my writing may be different and less fluid as i've forgotten things and stuff. But i reallt wanted to get back into this and continue my story.

quick recap- flo invited wille for dinner but he declined for felice and she has the paris trip coming up.

I left wille's room feeling rejected. I know i shouldn't  even be upset about this but it really hurt. But, i'm not going to let this upset me too much. I'm just excited to go to paris and i'll see what happens.

A couple hours later
I sat and finished packing all day tbh but i couldn't stop thinking about how amazing wille's day probbalt was and how i sat here being all sad about it all day, but no need to get upset anymore my bus is at about 1:30 am as it's a LONG trip so i collected my things. Put a scarf, puffer jacket and some trousers on to try and save me from thay freezing bus, and walked down to the pick up point.

As our whole school stood there practically waiting i saw felice and wille walking down to the bus together. Fuck.

I had forgotten a bit about it as i stood in the freezing cold but now i couldn't could i, they stood talking and he hadn't seen me yet. she started laughing about something he said then he tuned and looked at me.
She was just laughing and he was just looking at me, no expression reallt jusy eye contact. I felt nervous i looked away and thank god the bus broke mt suffering.

I jusy couldn't face him, it's dramatic i know but i tend to shut down in situations like this.
I got on the large bus and sat in the middle with felice and wille RIGHT behind me. Great. what a lovely couple hours this would be.

"hey flo" he says as he walks to sit behind me
"oh yeah hi."
"excited?"
"haha yeah you know me" giving a non convincing smile

We didn't talk much for those couple hours, i put my headphones on, he offered me a snack a couple times or asked the time and things but otherwise nothing really.
I couldn't tell if that made me feel worse or better but i knew by shutting down and not being myself it was causing him to not talk to me and i had a lot of time to think on that bus ride.

I thought about how by shutting down i was making him feel as if i didn't want to talk to him so he obviously was not going to try talk to me in fear of making me uncomfortable.
I decided to reach out.
In the airport i asked wille his seat number in 'pure curiosity' then scanned the room for the one next to him and asked to switch with them. thank god they said yes.

It sounds crazy but i can't just speak to him. not im thsi situation with hours of travel separate and i wanted to start this trip with him!

as soon as we got through security i sat down and then saw him scanning the isles for his number, was so cute seeing him focused and timid.

"oh hi we're sat next to wafhother coooool" he says, it felt really awkward so i went back to whay he's used to with me
"oh you poor thing!! gonna have to listen to me the whooole time." he just smiles and sits

we offer food back and forth and talk and our favourite things about paris, and school and life. i show him some of my fav new fashion designers and he acts way more interested than he probably is.

Then i fell asleep (not on him thank god) but i hope i didn't snore and next thing i know he's slightly hitting my shoulder indicating we've arrived and i JUMP out of my seat.

"wow i've missed it here" i say even jusy from the current view of the airport nothing special

"it's gonna be great." he says

UM. SO. yeah please let me know how you felt about this!! i'm loving the comments on my other chapters and sorry that's it's kindaaaa slow burn but i looove thay genre they will actuallt FLIRT soon promsie lol also flo so delusional i love her 💞

Okay bye😘