She's still mine

Chapter 1

2 years later & four months before...

You bought me sunshine,

When I only saw rain.

You bought me laughter,

When I only felt pain.

- Donna Donathan

Sean's Pov

Waking up I looked at the clock. It was currently going on 8:45 a.m. Standing up I stretched my back muscles, and headed to the bathroom. This morning wood was killing me. Standing over the toilet I pissed, flushed, and washed my hands.

After that I stepped into the shower. Cutting the water on I put it on hot. My head was killing me. I've been out of prison for a year now, and I still haven't reached out to Serenity. That's crazy; yea I know.

However, I've been on my grind since I've been out. Officer Leak, or Greg, has been helping me out a lot. He owns a construction site, and I've been working there since I got out. He kept his word, and helped me out.

Grabbing the axe, I lathered my body, and just stood there. My mind is all fucked up. I heard Heaven was in school. The last time I talked to them was when my lawyer said I could get an appeal. Most people would say that's fucked up, but it's life.

I'm not no deadbeat dad, or no shit like that. I've been giving Carter money to give to Serenity to help her out. Carter told me she was seeing someone, and that king had gotten bigger.

***FB***

"Sean you dropped the soap while you was in there didn't you?" I mugged him.

"Carter gone somewhere with that gay shit boy." Honestly I wasn't trying to hear the lame ass jokes he was going to tell.

"Damn. Who pissed in your corn flakes this morning." Sighing I dropped my head.

"Look my bad. I'm just thinking about some shit." Carter nodded.

"Serenity?" Sighing again, I dropped my head, and stared at my shoes.

"You might as well move on. She's happy with some man she met up in New York." It was as if my world had stopped.

"The fuck you mean some man?"

"His name is Josh. He a white man. Nigga doing it big though. He own like three businesses, and he loves the kids. He..." I cut him off.

"She got this nigga around my kids?" Carter nodded his head. "Fuck this shit we're flying up there Wednesday." He nodded, and started packing his stuff.

***FB OVER***

Getting out the shower I wrapped the towel around my waist. Wiping the fog off the mirror, my reflection stared at me. Grabbing my toothbrush I began brushing my teeth. Spitting, I stepped into the room, lotioned my body, and put on my boxers. Next, I put on some basketball shorts.

Finally, I put on something simple. My denim Levi's, and a plain white t-shirt. Grabbing my socks I put 'em on, and my whet timbs. I'm not trying to impress anyone. Running my hand through my naps. My phone began vibrating.

"Aye I'm outside lets go." Carter said.

"Iight. I'm on my way." Hanging up I grabbed my luggage, and my necklace. It was a dog chain with Heavens name on the back of it.

"New York, here I come."

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